Shag :)

Oct 31
I finally blog again haiz i got alot of thing to say out but no one will understand so i type out and let myself free abit.:) I really like someone and tis the first time i din not take any advantage of her. I feel so scare of being reject how come? i say to so many ppl and i can take it but i duno y she cnnt haiz... stress ah y muz she be older den me nehx:( i lose confident of myself where is the happy go lucky ronald go ah.... i think it time for me to say and forget but i scare when she reject me or she don reply and stop our friendship aiyo sian ah so stress nehx. i think once i say le jiu i wont regret at least i try bah:) gif myself confident i not tat lousy to lose to a guy tat is fucking useless and am much more better den him :) Phew i feel much better le :) smile more and bring me luck hehex

Unbelievable Happy:)

Oct 26
I so happy today:) Eva ytd midnight come meet me at kovan for supper haha:) so good, she waste alot of cab fare heart pain....i wanted to help her pay she don wan haiz:( we decide to go hongkong cafe eat de but the place fuck up close liao nabei.... So i decide to bring her go my hse there eat..... and we slack until morning and she take cab home!!!! Wah tiong bahru come hougang lehx can see she very free lor:) hehex... After tat we all went back to slp le.... I think ard afternoon she wake up le msg me say sry she forget to send msg to me tat she reach home..hehex so silly lehx she, While i working i joke wif her say wan come whitesand find me mah? She say when she free. I'm ok wif it seen i onli joking wif her... After her rehearsal she say, She later coming to find me i shock sia she beri free nehx come visit me for nth lor...i onli jk wif her nehx... She wait until i off work and we chit chat until 12am and she went to sibai enjoy happy clubbing to her:) and i blogging here haha:) I really appricate for pei me. i so happy hehex:)

Suprise

Oct25 After work
Today i working again...quiet bored but lucky is work wif desmond and ask him alot of question hehex... pass time fast:) When going off work i went to play a few rd of Jubeat...Hehe i improve alot le:) After playing game and pack up the shop i and desmond ride home suddenly got msg haiz everytime after work sure got msg de duno is who... when i reach home wah is Eva nehx she msg me nehx hehe:) some more she say got buy present for me although she can cheat me buy duno wat stuff den say gif me but i glad she aready gif me a big present le is she msg me :) hope can see her sooner but my hair style haiz better don lah too ugly liao...But nvm i always happy wif my look hehex:)

Memory of Clubbing

Ronald Clubbing memory:) End of clubbing life

Ronald Clubbing journey End

Oct 24 Midnight
Today i went to ratchada again. Starting i quiet happy coz i saw natasha at there... she seldom come to work :) means am lucky today tat can see her hehex. After few hrs i so bored no ones toking to me haiz sad:( . I noe a new dancer at there name germantha. she such a nice person and elene was there too. She oso come and look for me but i still feel very sian at there. germaine ask me, Eva not ard do u feel sad. I reply yes haha:) but it true i feel sad and sian without she ard but nvm becoz i decide to stop mine clubbing journey today. I will not be going to club this few weeks until next month bah:( Maybe i spend alot of money le:( everyone is eating my money execpt silver.. everyone keep asking me to buy shot haiz. I feel so sick this the first time i went to club with no smile at all >( it times for me to take a rest le. End of club journey!!!!

My heart:)

Oct 22 Night
After a long hrs of work feel so tired, i thinking what kind of person li am when i tell them about myself. actually am i good person? I think not bah. Kai de say today 24th going Ratchada and neverland, I mostly say ok when go club. but i hesitate, i cannot comfirm i wan to go anot lehx:( Why? Isit am bored of that place? or Eva not working that day? I really duno but i feel so unwilling to go becoz i noe she not working tat day:( Did i fall in love wif her? Or i juz want her to be my friend haiz....There alot of pretty girl out there ah....Got elene, silver they are working how come i juz don feel like going? My heart can u ans me? i so confuse!!!

Working place:)

Oct 20
I now working at acarde quiet fun:) Sammi often come and find me when i work there and desmond to....although desmond oso working at there..I learn a game at there called Jubits is a music game. i spend ard 100 aready hehex for that game. stuff over there are good but muz careful wif the money. I happen to know a few Kid playing there although they are 15 to 17years old. They remind me of the age when i also playing acarde hehex alot of friend slacking place is sure there. smoke at the young age and like to tackle girls haha. Hope aunty hire more girl, all the staff there almost all are guys damn sian lor :)

Memory

A picture shall keep in my heart:) although not very nice but it a picture i wont forget :) happy as always nehx:) wish she learn how to smile when i see her again:)

A Promise:)

Oct 17

A promise with Eva:) But i duno y she make a heart shape...Mhmm Duno!!!

Neverland,Night:)

NeverLand the second club i usually go:) everyone is so cool nehx:)

Stress and confuse

Oct 16 Fuck up day:(
I don understand how come so many thing happen today.... De wei say kai xin wan break wif him and Sammi duno wat happen very de tu lan haiz:( i really don get it y they all putting so much stress on me although i noe hui qing coz sammi sad but i really don wan...i duno wat i did wrong and ytd wat happen to them.....So much thing happen until i very confuse. Pls i juz a normal human i not a superman. I cnnt do much thing abt it and now i so stress and bored i bring hui qing to my hse and watch tv alone while i blogging here...i duno wat to say to hui qing oso maybe i shld say sry. Maybe i shld stay wif my usual life bah:) i tired it time for me to rest;(...

Going out with Eva:)

Oct 16 Happy
Today is the day i having a appointment wif Eva :) hehex but i duno y? I forget it and i still working o man:) until the last min Eva msg me:) ( R we mitting? ) wah i shock she still rmb nehx:) of cos i try my best to meet her... She say meet her at bugis 5pm and i late omg >(..... when i reach bugis i cnnt find her i was damn tu lan becoz cnnt find her and cnnt contact at all onli msg wish she can recieve, after 1hr plus of waiting for her. i bring her to town to walk walk:) and i buy some clothes of me;) and my brother....hehe i was so scare tat i make her bored while going out wif me hope she enjoy herself... ard 8plus we went to Ion to eat :) i cnnt decide wat to eat so i ask her... She decide to eat tepanyaki hehe:) quiet nice and while she eating it look so cute :)...Until at 10 plus i bring her go neverland with Ah kun they all:) hope she like it although can see she abit sian coz she the onli girl at there:( And i duno y i cnnt entertain her at all maybe is i did not slp for last 2days until now:).....
After a long day wif her hope she can enjoy herself as long as she happy can le bah:)

Work :)

Oct 14 midnight
Mhmm at this moment i think shld go slp le:( tml is my first day to work at acarde @whitesand haiz. Wondering the job there easy anot? i onli noe the parking fees is very expensive lor $1 lehx......Hope some one will come and look for me to chit chat nehx hehex....i think the supervisor don allow bah....she look so firece lor when i first me ;( NVM. So bored i think it time for me to slp tata!!!!

My heart:(

Oct 13 Unhappy
Day by day i notice something :( money doesn't mean everything...What i looking for is someone can take care of me de haiz. everytime i meet someone they will reject me no matter wat excuse they have, haiz use to it le:( Last time i keep wondering ask a girl come out what shld i do? bring them go watch movie or something else at least got thing to do...But i see some guys took the girl do so boring thing and they don mind >( WTF make me wondering for so many years now i noe:) the girl is interested at the guy so no matter wat thing the guys do the girl will juz keep quiet and accept ;)....when the girl not interested in u whatever shit u do is pointless handsome always gain advantage ;( ....Time pass so many years i learn alot of thing...wat i believe is my heart i follow my heart to do;)

Such a boring day:(

Oct12 morning
Boring:( today such a lonely morning everyone going to school and work. I wake up so early and doing nth:( haiz should be preparing to interview for new job hehex...I 1 person work so many kind of job i wonder can i cope up for that....should i juz settle myself :)

Photo in Ratchada:)

We so happy at ratchada :) look they are enjoying Guys happy as always Kai de and Matthew. Clubbing buddies

Such a Wonderful night:)

OCT 11 Night
The most wonderful day i ever had and it still under my budget :) I went somewhere else first wif all my SK Buddies they look so enjoy so happy nehx :).... After 11pm i rush down to ratchada wah such a fantastic night i ever have serious....Becoz my best bro interested in a girl wow tats good...and the girl look not bad:) i quickly hang flower for her to show my courtesy of knowing her:)...after a while i looking for any of my friend working at there. i din expect so many of them still rmb me hehex so good :) After 1hr we saw our old friend hai jun, Simon and Peng Boon wah wat a rare chance of meeting them here man!!! I drink with Peng Boon Half a cup of martell neat Throat damn pain lor he such a good drinker I don't think i can win him :) Today so many people gather around:) After so many thing happen I, Kai de and Matthew got nothing to do all of our friend switch to Neverland haiz:( and we sit at there moodless lucky all the dancer came and tok to us, Eva, Germaine, Silver, Shirley, Jessica and some other dancer sry i cannot rmb ur name:P ....By chance we know a bouncer at they but i duno wat his name and a captian.......his a malay and he speak chinese wif us O my Tian :P he intro to us his name Ken his a nice person too. After Ratchada I and Kai de went to 401 to eat.. When we reach there we cnnt believe wat we saw, A dancer at 401 too...I went to say hi to her hehex and without fail i ask are you staying near by? mhmm she say no she stay at sk :) wah so close nehx and intro myself to her. So lucky i get to noe a new dancer name elene if i not wrong, That was the whole day of my life :)

My favorite Girl;)

What a pretty babes there is..rush to take a few photo of her :) Hehe....The first time i see this girl i got this feeling Heart pumping Pumping Arhhh I cnnt breathe anymore :(............. O i still alive ah phew! A sentance of her...Looking at you feel likes lot of angel surrounding you while you smile those sparkling is sweet as if the star is just beside you O bless Wat kind of comment is this :)

Mhmm so many photo tat i taking wif her....Now den i notice i look so handsome nehx O bless don puke ah....Got cute 1 got blur 1 and act cool de...all so nice :) Mai hiam not bad hor Hehe...this sweety call Silver

The momenti feel i still alive

Notice that singapore is such a nice place y am i so young haiz:(
This cuties name Germanine

IT A DREAM OF LIFE :)

So cute i am:)

My Buddies

Oct 10 morning 6am
I went down to see brandon they all :) so funny while slacking they can even play 1 frog jump into water splash so lame lor...becoz of the game everyone is almost gone drunk, SO cute nehx....
Buddies u all are the best that bring fun to me ;) tats y i everyday stay happy and lucky :) night fren

Ratchada :)

Oct 10 Midnight
Today i went to ratchada club to support my friend Natasha, but i reach there she told me she today din not work haiz....Disappointed;( but nvm becoz she not feeling well and ask raynie to sub her...Hope she get well soon hehex...am happy to coz Raynie keep staying at my table and tok to me :)....I hang alot of flower on her and she smile so happily and keep thx me for the support.. I saw Eva at there too although she working full time there, So happy she still rmb me and say hello to me hehex...after the long night i happen to noe a new dancer name silver...wat a special name she got :) den i intro myself as diamond O bless :) when club is closing i manage to ask Eva out and meeting her at next thursday...I really looking foward for tat day serious :) Hope she always as pretty as she look like in club :) <3....Goodnight

Sorry :)

OCT 8 morning
It a freaking unlucky day i have in my life, first is aloy bike kana screen by Police and might be fine for Rider without licence Haiz...I quickly go help him settle his bike problem...we push from hougang swimming pool to hougang Block 501 opposite...so tiring..After a while i went back to take my bike...Maybe is i too tired or the slope too steep, i cannot control the bike at all and i fell, No speed at all...but i duno y i can lie down on the floor motionless!!!! Sorry baby i wont make it a second time i promise not to let u kiss the floor again :)

Orchard

Oct 3rd late afternoon
i was planning go orchard at 12+ de but den i overslp haiz. lucky is i still manage to find someone pei me go hehex:) i called hui qing and sammi to go wif me but sammi say he no money to take MRT so nvm lor.. Den hui qing ok. When we reach orchard, we don noe where to start so i see Taka and Paragon which is nearest to us we go lor:) mhmm while we walk i really din notice paragon is just beside me and i keep asking Hui qing where is paragon wah liue i so blur sia like first time go town nehx....we go in to paragon we went in few shop, Gucci, Burberry and some other shop i cannot rmb. Gucci and Burberry the shop assistant very fuck up de look down on ppl nabei when we go in din not even ask wat we looking for Angry ah....after that i went to LV shop their service is good when u come in they ask u wat u looking for, show u those latest thing...Good :) HAha they intro until i bought a wallet knn...After that i and hui qing go eat at food republic wah their char siew rice 4.50 per plate + dumpling soup 7 and 1coke $2 no wonder so nice lah the food hahah:)

Celebration

Oct 2nd
My whole schedule is pack, in the afternoon have to go k Garden to sing with johnny they all lucky is darren treat me and johnny sing we save the money, we sing until night time i still need to rash for guo wei celebration...when all reach starting we decide to go K box but they so too expensive den nvm change to Top 1 at bugis. But den they full house we Lan lan lor...we go K box but reach there they say don wan got ppl don wan sing y noe go clark quay drink haiz :( i anything de although i cannot drink hehex coz i riding den see them drink lor i play photo hunt!!! i can play until 8dollar for that lehx...That the end of it!!!!

Working life :(

Oct 1st afternoon
Shag :( don't like the feeling but what to do had to go work plus no money haiz :(...
Everyday had to go work haiz but good lah slack too much le it time to work liao lor!!!!