This coming 3rd of dec is baby and i first month hope we celebrate our 6month 1year, 2year and our 10years together....i will try make something special for u de.....I love my baby as always
Monday, November 30, 2009
Friday, November 27, 2009
Ratchada Uniform seductive Night
Nov 26
Today is Baby uniform changing night:) Hurr So cute...But i forget to take photo of baby wearing uniform haiz:( But it a very fun day...Something happen wif me and Samson on the previous time we went Ratchada but we tok things out. So it a happy ending hehex So we happily playing at club and drink quite alot from the start..after a while Ah Boy and Angela jie jie come hahax jie jie is so good in drinking and make me almost drunk at 1am lor after tat....I and Joo hon try water fall and play alot 5sec wah cnnt tahan sia finally at 3am i drunk le is half dead o my god and kana bang by door and i duno how it happen..... After everything Samson, joo hon, Kai de, me and my baby go eat at Hougang ave 8. Actually baby nid to go home de but she say wan to take care of me after i slp le she den go home. haiz make baby tired and slpy. I promise baby not to get drunk again le:) Thx you baby for taking care of me when i half dead hurr:) that all for the day:)
Today is Baby uniform changing night:) Hurr So cute...But i forget to take photo of baby wearing uniform haiz:( But it a very fun day...Something happen wif me and Samson on the previous time we went Ratchada but we tok things out. So it a happy ending hehex So we happily playing at club and drink quite alot from the start..after a while Ah Boy and Angela jie jie come hahax jie jie is so good in drinking and make me almost drunk at 1am lor after tat....I and Joo hon try water fall and play alot 5sec wah cnnt tahan sia finally at 3am i drunk le is half dead o my god and kana bang by door and i duno how it happen..... After everything Samson, joo hon, Kai de, me and my baby go eat at Hougang ave 8. Actually baby nid to go home de but she say wan to take care of me after i slp le she den go home. haiz make baby tired and slpy. I promise baby not to get drunk again le:) Thx you baby for taking care of me when i half dead hurr:) that all for the day:)
Tuesday, November 24, 2009
Ronald change:)
Few years back i always keep doing my own stuff and nv think of others and scold them without thinking bastard them, live onli inside my own world...But 1 day i notice if i continue my life without thinking of others how will it be :( it muz be worst and horrible. Day by day months by months start to change, If 1 day i lose everything my family my fren it will be a hell of my life:)
Thats y i decide to change try think of others b4 doing anything and u see ppl happy u feel happy oso...slowly life become more and more colourful, around ur fren are happy and so lifely....Luck start change health oso become better le:) although i noe i might had the same illness as mommy but it okay seen i live to a happy life die without regret=)
Thats y i decide to change try think of others b4 doing anything and u see ppl happy u feel happy oso...slowly life become more and more colourful, around ur fren are happy and so lifely....Luck start change health oso become better le:) although i noe i might had the same illness as mommy but it okay seen i live to a happy life die without regret=)
I'm back
Ronald had change alot seen this 3years from a Fucking bastard change into a good person :) Y? Acutally i oso wan to noe.. I decide to change coz mum really fall sick house really in trouble Papa really jia lat lie down at the bed cnnt do anything becoz of stroke mama had to work for 2 jobs to pay for the hse and papa medical haiz y am i so useless....I keep on working and try to help my family....Until i went for NS....Everything start to change....I cnnt always relying on my family if 1 day they really nt ard wat shld i do....I will be lost of direction so inside NS i don ask for a single cent from mom...I try for saving but still the same i save and spend twice i earn hahax:).
1styear had pass. Father had pass away....although is not a good sign but can see mom burden has lighten, Brother feel more relax and can see they quite happy...Although father did not become a good father after all, left so much trouble for us housing loans and his funeral and he did not buy any insurance at all plus he got no saving it like throwing all the shit to us haiz :( SOB. But nvm seen our family member is without him we live more happily:)
it coming 3rd Year..We tot our life is stable and start to live without stress and pressure of money. My nightmare is juz started!!! Mom leg is swollen and cnnt go to work so i taking my NS leave to take care of her, spend more time wif her until she recover but it not happen like tis it gone worst. Mom cnnt walk at all at she feel very pain and uncomfortable and her tummy is bloated bigger and bigger...I think something not right i call brother tat i wan to send mummy go hospital. So we send.... After few days mom at hospital we got visit her and waiting for the doctor to gif us the medical screening record. Doctor say mommy tummy is bloated maybe is Lump or cancer either 1...If lump once it remove it wont be a problem but had to wait for the tummy screening result. After a week Doctor call us to tok abt mummy stuff say. She having a Utres cancer and the cell is still inside her body and nid to do chemotrephy....My thinking is seen there still hav chance to cure money wise is not a problem...So i will pei mummy go for her therphy..
She starting is doing well until the 3rd times she don feel anything and it in a hard pain i cnnt bear to see she being torture by the illness she hav. At last I tell doctor to ward her and check wat happen!!! Doctor say Chemotrephy did not work on her and if she continue without eating anything and drink anything she will pass away less den 1 month....I think mommy noe abt it so she keep asking me say doctor got say when i die? I duno how to reply her i'm stun!!! i lie to her and say doctor say if stop eat and drink u will pass away by 3months if got still can live for years.
After telling her doctor say mommy shld not stay at hospital coz it expensive and he recommend some medical center like old folk home for mom...Can go home if she want it but better not. So we listen to doctor and transfer her out and she wan to go home we will fetch her....
after 1 month mommy illness become more and more jia lat=( she too weak to tok and i duno wat to say to her oso. But i try to make her more happy and tell her abt wat i'm doing hope she will be alright:) Until the 3rd month is March this year...My birthday is coming and mommy wan me to see i grow up into adult and ask brother to celebrate a big birthday to me and mommy gif me her ring and a necklace with a ring SOB she say take those gold to change it to ur name with a necklace means u r a grow up don nid mommy to take care of u le. But i din do it my birthday wish is wan her to recover for her illness and happily 3 of us stay together.
After 8days of my birthday and I quite a long time din not go visit my mommy due to some problem inside camp. When i decide to go visit her on sat it 4th april 2009 Doctor call say mommy is very weak come and see her... I call brother and uncle all. When i reach i call mommy but she did noe i'm there i keep telling her not to worry i'm here to pei u le...i say kor kor oso coming....after mommy change to a single big room is for relative to visit their loves 1 for the last sight..i feel very very sad..Although mommy cnnt tok to us we noe she holding her last breath to listen to us..Kor kor say to mommy he will take care of me and tell her not to worry...I duno wat to say i onli noe mommy is dying soon i waited for uncle and cousin they all to come to see her last moment.. I waited outside i cnnt bear to see mommy suffer. All the relative reach le.... Aunty say something tat i feel very angry + Sad...I start to cry:( Aunty say ur mommy is very strong 8years ago she having liukemia and she bear all the pain and suffer from the illness to take care of us...say tat time i and kor kor still young so cnnt like tis die.. Now different le Kor kor grow up le but she still cnnt juz go like tis becoz tat time i haven reach 21years old...Ur mommy endure for this moment until now to see u pass 21 birthday... I heard wat she say i cry like fuck and i blame myself y my birthday so early reach Y Y Y???? After mommy pass away i change alot from Bad to good :) i muz redeem mummy de sin and grow happily. I wan her to see from above tat her son is doing good and grow happily enjoy:) Ur unfillia son Ronald Loves u Mother
1styear had pass. Father had pass away....although is not a good sign but can see mom burden has lighten, Brother feel more relax and can see they quite happy...Although father did not become a good father after all, left so much trouble for us housing loans and his funeral and he did not buy any insurance at all plus he got no saving it like throwing all the shit to us haiz :( SOB. But nvm seen our family member is without him we live more happily:)
it coming 3rd Year..We tot our life is stable and start to live without stress and pressure of money. My nightmare is juz started!!! Mom leg is swollen and cnnt go to work so i taking my NS leave to take care of her, spend more time wif her until she recover but it not happen like tis it gone worst. Mom cnnt walk at all at she feel very pain and uncomfortable and her tummy is bloated bigger and bigger...I think something not right i call brother tat i wan to send mummy go hospital. So we send.... After few days mom at hospital we got visit her and waiting for the doctor to gif us the medical screening record. Doctor say mommy tummy is bloated maybe is Lump or cancer either 1...If lump once it remove it wont be a problem but had to wait for the tummy screening result. After a week Doctor call us to tok abt mummy stuff say. She having a Utres cancer and the cell is still inside her body and nid to do chemotrephy....My thinking is seen there still hav chance to cure money wise is not a problem...So i will pei mummy go for her therphy..
She starting is doing well until the 3rd times she don feel anything and it in a hard pain i cnnt bear to see she being torture by the illness she hav. At last I tell doctor to ward her and check wat happen!!! Doctor say Chemotrephy did not work on her and if she continue without eating anything and drink anything she will pass away less den 1 month....I think mommy noe abt it so she keep asking me say doctor got say when i die? I duno how to reply her i'm stun!!! i lie to her and say doctor say if stop eat and drink u will pass away by 3months if got still can live for years.
After telling her doctor say mommy shld not stay at hospital coz it expensive and he recommend some medical center like old folk home for mom...Can go home if she want it but better not. So we listen to doctor and transfer her out and she wan to go home we will fetch her....
after 1 month mommy illness become more and more jia lat=( she too weak to tok and i duno wat to say to her oso. But i try to make her more happy and tell her abt wat i'm doing hope she will be alright:) Until the 3rd month is March this year...My birthday is coming and mommy wan me to see i grow up into adult and ask brother to celebrate a big birthday to me and mommy gif me her ring and a necklace with a ring SOB she say take those gold to change it to ur name with a necklace means u r a grow up don nid mommy to take care of u le. But i din do it my birthday wish is wan her to recover for her illness and happily 3 of us stay together.
After 8days of my birthday and I quite a long time din not go visit my mommy due to some problem inside camp. When i decide to go visit her on sat it 4th april 2009 Doctor call say mommy is very weak come and see her... I call brother and uncle all. When i reach i call mommy but she did noe i'm there i keep telling her not to worry i'm here to pei u le...i say kor kor oso coming....after mommy change to a single big room is for relative to visit their loves 1 for the last sight..i feel very very sad..Although mommy cnnt tok to us we noe she holding her last breath to listen to us..Kor kor say to mommy he will take care of me and tell her not to worry...I duno wat to say i onli noe mommy is dying soon i waited for uncle and cousin they all to come to see her last moment.. I waited outside i cnnt bear to see mommy suffer. All the relative reach le.... Aunty say something tat i feel very angry + Sad...I start to cry:( Aunty say ur mommy is very strong 8years ago she having liukemia and she bear all the pain and suffer from the illness to take care of us...say tat time i and kor kor still young so cnnt like tis die.. Now different le Kor kor grow up le but she still cnnt juz go like tis becoz tat time i haven reach 21years old...Ur mommy endure for this moment until now to see u pass 21 birthday... I heard wat she say i cry like fuck and i blame myself y my birthday so early reach Y Y Y???? After mommy pass away i change alot from Bad to good :) i muz redeem mummy de sin and grow happily. I wan her to see from above tat her son is doing good and grow happily enjoy:) Ur unfillia son Ronald Loves u Mother
Sunday, November 22, 2009
The Truth
Nov++
Yawn.... Everytime early in the morning wake up and had to work in the afternoon haiz.....Feel So bad, Baby finally jealous le hahahax. From the start i wif baby she say don mind i tok to girls and play wif them but now she say.... ( I don't wan baby share with others people) It this proof that baby start to love me more??? although i don't noe is it true anot but y am i bother so much. Baby aready by my side this few days and keep pei me aready feel so happy le. Seriously I only wan a little space from ur heart is eunff. I wish this few day u pei me u oso feel happy Baby:)
Yawn.... Everytime early in the morning wake up and had to work in the afternoon haiz.....Feel So bad, Baby finally jealous le hahahax. From the start i wif baby she say don mind i tok to girls and play wif them but now she say.... ( I don't wan baby share with others people) It this proof that baby start to love me more??? although i don't noe is it true anot but y am i bother so much. Baby aready by my side this few days and keep pei me aready feel so happy le. Seriously I only wan a little space from ur heart is eunff. I wish this few day u pei me u oso feel happy Baby:)
Ratchada
Nov++
It been so many days of clubbing with Samson, Matthew, Jason, Kaide and Joon Hong. Although we had so much fun But i keep complain infront of u them. Regarding about y i spend so much y they ask me buy y they treat me as cai tou but it okay. U all duno wat I'm thinking and keep saying the same thing not i don treat u as my fren....it becoz u r my fren tats y i tell u, I don feel regret spending so much money.....it like u think it worth to buy but after u buy u think wah the qualiltly so bad wtf...But wat to do buy liao den jiu complain lor....Say out le feel better le ok le lor. Everyone has different mindset maybe to you is a big matter to me is small matter..alot of thing is different de....
It been so many days of clubbing with Samson, Matthew, Jason, Kaide and Joon Hong. Although we had so much fun But i keep complain infront of u them. Regarding about y i spend so much y they ask me buy y they treat me as cai tou but it okay. U all duno wat I'm thinking and keep saying the same thing not i don treat u as my fren....it becoz u r my fren tats y i tell u, I don feel regret spending so much money.....it like u think it worth to buy but after u buy u think wah the qualiltly so bad wtf...But wat to do buy liao den jiu complain lor....Say out le feel better le ok le lor. Everyone has different mindset maybe to you is a big matter to me is small matter..alot of thing is different de....
Wednesday, November 11, 2009
haiz
Nov12
Sometimes i think of y am i treat ppl so good? Is it am kind or am i stupid? I treat ppl so good and wat i get? From the start it okay but slowly i see more and more worst i being treated like idiot. can i hav a free credit? (okay)... mhmm let me play lehx...(mhmm okay), can lend me money anot, (how much u wan)? When i say this, Can let me play (i trying something) Open free credit lehx (Don wan lah) Can lend me money (I not eunff lehx) Can help me something (wah lao u ask other ppl lah) Tat how ppl reply me when i ask for help or favor so cute lehx:) Good friend are like them. Can lend me $500? when u wan it? i get my ns pay i pass to u. (Brandon say tat) Got ppl wanted me can help me settle? Okay i help u check and settle for u (Aloy say tat) Mhmm i got work today can help me go down buy phone? Okay i try ask mine mum see got go down anot. den help u buy (Melvin say tat) Hey am hungry wan pei me go eat? Okay i come down find u (Dear say tat) I got no money to go school so i not going!! u come school u smoke eat and drink i pay for u plus transport. (Ah kun, steven say tat) Ah kun, steven , aloy, melvin and Brandon plus dear in my life u are important to me :) u all help me alot thx so much!!!
Sometimes i think of y am i treat ppl so good? Is it am kind or am i stupid? I treat ppl so good and wat i get? From the start it okay but slowly i see more and more worst i being treated like idiot. can i hav a free credit? (okay)... mhmm let me play lehx...(mhmm okay), can lend me money anot, (how much u wan)? When i say this, Can let me play (i trying something) Open free credit lehx (Don wan lah) Can lend me money (I not eunff lehx) Can help me something (wah lao u ask other ppl lah) Tat how ppl reply me when i ask for help or favor so cute lehx:) Good friend are like them. Can lend me $500? when u wan it? i get my ns pay i pass to u. (Brandon say tat) Got ppl wanted me can help me settle? Okay i help u check and settle for u (Aloy say tat) Mhmm i got work today can help me go down buy phone? Okay i try ask mine mum see got go down anot. den help u buy (Melvin say tat) Hey am hungry wan pei me go eat? Okay i come down find u (Dear say tat) I got no money to go school so i not going!! u come school u smoke eat and drink i pay for u plus transport. (Ah kun, steven say tat) Ah kun, steven , aloy, melvin and Brandon plus dear in my life u are important to me :) u all help me alot thx so much!!!
Friday, November 6, 2009
Understanding
Nov 5 Night
I went to ratchada ytd haiz sad lor:( i grew until so old this the first time girl infornt of me chop my money!!! Damn Tu lan lor...Eva is dancing on top of the stage and other dancer come and tok to me... i keep wondering will she jealous, i Asked she say wont lah friend mah :) and some other dancer drunk and keep hug me...hope baby don angry ...she say not i trust her hope she really not angry she say drunk mah no choice they oso duno wat they doing.....Baby such a understanding girfriend i will not let tis happen again baby i promise okay:) hope u noe....
I went to ratchada ytd haiz sad lor:( i grew until so old this the first time girl infornt of me chop my money!!! Damn Tu lan lor...Eva is dancing on top of the stage and other dancer come and tok to me... i keep wondering will she jealous, i Asked she say wont lah friend mah :) and some other dancer drunk and keep hug me...hope baby don angry ...she say not i trust her hope she really not angry she say drunk mah no choice they oso duno wat they doing.....Baby such a understanding girfriend i will not let tis happen again baby i promise okay:) hope u noe....
Monday, November 2, 2009
Eva is my girlfriend le hahaah:)
Nov 3 morning
I finally propose to Eva, she accept le:) but from her msg i think she still thinking whether can continue anot haiz :( but i got the confident to win her heart.:) gif me the time to proof :)
I finally propose to Eva, she accept le:) but from her msg i think she still thinking whether can continue anot haiz :( but i got the confident to win her heart.:) gif me the time to proof :)
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