Mood suck
Today is family gathering day at paramount hotel having our Hi-tea. Everyone is so happy chit chating and eat!!! After eating as usual they like to start their interview LOLs. First they interview me. How's is my work? When you going to quit? How the court case? When are going to study? Haiz same old thing but is show a concern. Times pass realli very fast, until today i notice that life is different from now. Mama gone le make me change everything, change into a person that need someone to rely on. I hard earn money spend like tap is becoz i wanted to search the meant of life. Life is what? Do i still alive? Everyday, every hrs, min, sec i trying to do something that attract attention, purposely do wrong thing, make people angry, find someone to chit chat. But i still don't know am i still living in this world. I start to eat, drink and smoke. Wonder is this my life? Not sure.... It's just like my father, without personal discinpline all i know is, i still searching for my life. No people understand how i feel, i make happy but i crying inside my heart. I just need someone who concern about me but i did not feel it. My relative shown concern but the feeling is not right. Is somehow a propose of doing it!!!
My elder brother, from young we had nothing to chat about only know how to quarrel. So times past 1 years everyone is scolding and nagging, my bro will say he only know trouble but got who understand how much burden i carry? I shouldn't say burden i should say does anyone understand what i thinking? Did anyone try to understand me? Did anyone know how i feel?
I cannot find the purpose of living, i will make it the end. If i vanish can make everyone happy, I should do it.
End at 7.43pm
Nov 5 2010
Ronald =(
Friday, November 5, 2010
Wednesday, November 3, 2010
Sian
Nov 4 Sian
Haiz out of sudden i can feel what norman is thinking, Totally lost duno wat to do =( cannot entertain myself up =( I keep thinking wat is the best for me after all. I keep telling myself this and that but i keep repeating it!!! Why so sian nehx? Haiz this world is out of life, wat is the purpose of living? i just cannot find it wat is the best thing for to do????
Maybe i still unmature bahx, do things still the same nothing change at all.AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man is dumb he only believe that he's are smart but eventually they walking into traps.
Man is weak he like to act strong infront of girls. just to proof he is the man.
Man is useless he got guts to do everything but they just cannot let go of what he lose.
Man is cheater because he cannot cheat anyone but cheating himself.
Man is vulnerable creature he easily to get hurt but he act like nothing had happen
Man is stubborn he know that the answer is out, he still want to search for the reason.
After all man is dumb,weak,useless,cheater,vulnerable and stubborn but everything he do just thing make sure he is still living in this world no matter how hard the life is he's still need to carry on.
Haiz out of sudden i can feel what norman is thinking, Totally lost duno wat to do =( cannot entertain myself up =( I keep thinking wat is the best for me after all. I keep telling myself this and that but i keep repeating it!!! Why so sian nehx? Haiz this world is out of life, wat is the purpose of living? i just cannot find it wat is the best thing for to do????
Maybe i still unmature bahx, do things still the same nothing change at all.AWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Man is dumb he only believe that he's are smart but eventually they walking into traps.
Man is weak he like to act strong infront of girls. just to proof he is the man.
Man is useless he got guts to do everything but they just cannot let go of what he lose.
Man is cheater because he cannot cheat anyone but cheating himself.
Man is vulnerable creature he easily to get hurt but he act like nothing had happen
Man is stubborn he know that the answer is out, he still want to search for the reason.
After all man is dumb,weak,useless,cheater,vulnerable and stubborn but everything he do just thing make sure he is still living in this world no matter how hard the life is he's still need to carry on.
Friday, October 22, 2010
Chalet
Oct 22
Today is bryan birthday, Me and Norman attend his birthday chalet afterwork. Haiz go there see alot of (YP) childish i can say. Keep stare stare Don't know wat so good to see. The better way is to ignore it. Somehow at chalet see birthday boy drop dead, so ke lian hahax drink until drunk anyhow slap people LOL. After that chit chat all the way and so funny 1 of my friend know Zack hahax. Keep asking me is it got problem with him hahax obviously no!!!
Let the past be the past nothing good to mention too. Anyway happy birthday bryan hope everything go fine for you =)
Got one customer thursday say wan to go ratchada to see model show, just becoz i say that day no sg dancer i don wan to go den they cancel the trip JOKE. Realli don't understand without me they don't want go their minds goes wrong i believe!! 2weeks ago i heard that Eva had break off with her boyfriend, inside my heart i feel so sour!!! I feel sad for her, out of sudden but i always wish she could find someone who realli love her and never mistreat her. Just feel like she just worth the best or maybe a fairy tales relationship.
When i started to find a girlfriend, i dream of my mother out of sudden. She tell me this again ( Don't go and mistreat other parents daughter) Hmmm so i shld think before i do whether i got the requirement anot. After all i think stop is the best way after all. When the times is right i will just go for it bahx!!!
Today is bryan birthday, Me and Norman attend his birthday chalet afterwork. Haiz go there see alot of (YP) childish i can say. Keep stare stare Don't know wat so good to see. The better way is to ignore it. Somehow at chalet see birthday boy drop dead, so ke lian hahax drink until drunk anyhow slap people LOL. After that chit chat all the way and so funny 1 of my friend know Zack hahax. Keep asking me is it got problem with him hahax obviously no!!!
Let the past be the past nothing good to mention too. Anyway happy birthday bryan hope everything go fine for you =)
Got one customer thursday say wan to go ratchada to see model show, just becoz i say that day no sg dancer i don wan to go den they cancel the trip JOKE. Realli don't understand without me they don't want go their minds goes wrong i believe!! 2weeks ago i heard that Eva had break off with her boyfriend, inside my heart i feel so sour!!! I feel sad for her, out of sudden but i always wish she could find someone who realli love her and never mistreat her. Just feel like she just worth the best or maybe a fairy tales relationship.
When i started to find a girlfriend, i dream of my mother out of sudden. She tell me this again ( Don't go and mistreat other parents daughter) Hmmm so i shld think before i do whether i got the requirement anot. After all i think stop is the best way after all. When the times is right i will just go for it bahx!!!
Saturday, October 9, 2010
Gain
Oct 10
It already working at jazzy for at least 5month and i gain nothing at all (sad) sometimes in our life, those elders always teach no pain no gain. Now i understand why, You don't learn from your mistake until something realli serious happen. This few months i learn alot of new thing.
1. Is almost the same as don't judge the book by it's cover. someone say this to me.
( The book cover is bad, doesn't means the content is suck.
2. The other side of the grass always look green.
3. The most beautiful thing is always the most dangerous thing. e.g ( Rose look beautiful but it has thorns)
4. The best thing in the world is the mirror cause it always shines on us.
It already working at jazzy for at least 5month and i gain nothing at all (sad) sometimes in our life, those elders always teach no pain no gain. Now i understand why, You don't learn from your mistake until something realli serious happen. This few months i learn alot of new thing.
1. Is almost the same as don't judge the book by it's cover. someone say this to me.
( The book cover is bad, doesn't means the content is suck.
2. The other side of the grass always look green.
3. The most beautiful thing is always the most dangerous thing. e.g ( Rose look beautiful but it has thorns)
4. The best thing in the world is the mirror cause it always shines on us.
Wednesday, October 6, 2010
Lifestyle
Oct 7
I hate my lifestyle now, i don't like EMO, This lifestyle is totally not suitable and not mine. Who the hell pass this virus to me. I want the free and easy life. Without burden, I prefer the same old life... I don mind doing everything again to get my life back. I can stay alone, i can do my ownthing, i like the days i always feel happy without worry about tml. I don mind be poor at least i stay happy everyday. I work so hard and not happy what for. I still young, still got long way for me to go. Why keep looking for someone to love, I like the life that i onli love myself, I don mind being selfish coz i happy. Happy is the key to success, If i not happy means i not success =) Bye my new life. I throw everything away and i going back to the happy go lucky ronald again =)
I hate my lifestyle now, i don't like EMO, This lifestyle is totally not suitable and not mine. Who the hell pass this virus to me. I want the free and easy life. Without burden, I prefer the same old life... I don mind doing everything again to get my life back. I can stay alone, i can do my ownthing, i like the days i always feel happy without worry about tml. I don mind be poor at least i stay happy everyday. I work so hard and not happy what for. I still young, still got long way for me to go. Why keep looking for someone to love, I like the life that i onli love myself, I don mind being selfish coz i happy. Happy is the key to success, If i not happy means i not success =) Bye my new life. I throw everything away and i going back to the happy go lucky ronald again =)
Tuesday, October 5, 2010
My Heart
Oct 5th
Today i drink too much again =) i believe blog is the best place for me to throw all my sadness in it. I don't think this blog will still called happiness coz i not happy at all. I step out of the past and trying very hard to overcome it. But seen like i always not the right person. Elene i realli appricate wat you say, you keep telling me to try but once a mirror break how you paste it still have the crack. It more easily to break and i will never try someone that beautiful again!!! I hate my life, without parents, without kinship. I totally lost in this world. I lost my parents, I lost my money, I lost my love, I lost my diginty, I lost my confident, I lost my friendship, I lost my freedom, I lost myself and I lost my soul. I try so hard to move out of the 5years ago life but now i still walk back to the past. Once again i name myself to Soulless again. Without heart without mind, without Emotional and without SOUL. I always believe treating people the best will get good faith but seen like everything is wrong. From today onwards i will be the same old bastard, No more Good Ronald coz it pointless, Maybe 1 day i find back the purpose of living!!!
Today i drink too much again =) i believe blog is the best place for me to throw all my sadness in it. I don't think this blog will still called happiness coz i not happy at all. I step out of the past and trying very hard to overcome it. But seen like i always not the right person. Elene i realli appricate wat you say, you keep telling me to try but once a mirror break how you paste it still have the crack. It more easily to break and i will never try someone that beautiful again!!! I hate my life, without parents, without kinship. I totally lost in this world. I lost my parents, I lost my money, I lost my love, I lost my diginty, I lost my confident, I lost my friendship, I lost my freedom, I lost myself and I lost my soul. I try so hard to move out of the 5years ago life but now i still walk back to the past. Once again i name myself to Soulless again. Without heart without mind, without Emotional and without SOUL. I always believe treating people the best will get good faith but seen like everything is wrong. From today onwards i will be the same old bastard, No more Good Ronald coz it pointless, Maybe 1 day i find back the purpose of living!!!
Monday, October 4, 2010
Sheena Birthday
4 Oct Sheena Birthday
Today after 12am is sheena birthday, I bring along Vincent to celebrate with her. Hope to see her happy and forget about the past but Unfortune i always stand on the last line. How happy she look always rmb of the past... I understand it, After Feb i always thinking of how eva is whether she is happy or sad? Until she found a good Boyfriend =) But i myself need to overcome the suitation i have to move forward of my life.... Until the day i finally catch my eyes on this girl Sheena and Jovin.... But it seen like they cannot remove the hurt they had from the past. although i understand how hurt they feel but at least try to accept. After all how much effort i put in just to make you all happy. Truthly from Ronald =)
Eva your current relationship will last forever as i wish. I will carry on with my life until the day she notice me. She willling to forget the past i will truthly treat her the best i could.
Today after 12am is sheena birthday, I bring along Vincent to celebrate with her. Hope to see her happy and forget about the past but Unfortune i always stand on the last line. How happy she look always rmb of the past... I understand it, After Feb i always thinking of how eva is whether she is happy or sad? Until she found a good Boyfriend =) But i myself need to overcome the suitation i have to move forward of my life.... Until the day i finally catch my eyes on this girl Sheena and Jovin.... But it seen like they cannot remove the hurt they had from the past. although i understand how hurt they feel but at least try to accept. After all how much effort i put in just to make you all happy. Truthly from Ronald =)
Eva your current relationship will last forever as i wish. I will carry on with my life until the day she notice me. She willling to forget the past i will truthly treat her the best i could.
Monday, September 13, 2010
Norman birthday
Sept 14
Happy birthday to you =) Norman everything to you is good and wish you happy all the way..... first of all i lose to you i agreed and 100% think you are much better den me in drinking you can endure until rcd and see miss Pang LOL.... It's a fun night everything is going smoothly din expect that the martell will be keeping as balance when Norman is drunk not like me!!!! my birthday not eunff drink for them feel so shag haiz =(
Once again i found the purpose of living but then it's still an unknow, Friend? a term of rejection? or should i say you are good but not my type? Haiz thinking of the problem realli make me headache why? Maybe i am weak in this kind of thing and i don have any confident in it anymore!!! Memories always living in the nightmare how scare i am eventhough i manage to overcome it. After all i just a human being =) Until the very last, I should keep my cool and follow my way of doing heee... chance is created by yourself and happy is what i only know =)
Happy birthday to you =) Norman everything to you is good and wish you happy all the way..... first of all i lose to you i agreed and 100% think you are much better den me in drinking you can endure until rcd and see miss Pang LOL.... It's a fun night everything is going smoothly din expect that the martell will be keeping as balance when Norman is drunk not like me!!!! my birthday not eunff drink for them feel so shag haiz =(
Once again i found the purpose of living but then it's still an unknow, Friend? a term of rejection? or should i say you are good but not my type? Haiz thinking of the problem realli make me headache why? Maybe i am weak in this kind of thing and i don have any confident in it anymore!!! Memories always living in the nightmare how scare i am eventhough i manage to overcome it. After all i just a human being =) Until the very last, I should keep my cool and follow my way of doing heee... chance is created by yourself and happy is what i only know =)
Saturday, September 11, 2010
Shag
Sept 12
When can i get my reservist pay nehx.... i kind of poor le wor pls don torture me.
How i wish my life is like a MMO RPG level faster within 1 day and 1 day can earn alot of money and can spend for duno how many days... how i wish every is so simple as i tot but too bad is not!!! Life is simple, just do simple thing, work simple job, eat simple thing and go on with your simple life. I think that will be great bahx.
Hope thing willl just go as i plan. Never make a careless mistake again!!!
When can i get my reservist pay nehx.... i kind of poor le wor pls don torture me.
How i wish my life is like a MMO RPG level faster within 1 day and 1 day can earn alot of money and can spend for duno how many days... how i wish every is so simple as i tot but too bad is not!!! Life is simple, just do simple thing, work simple job, eat simple thing and go on with your simple life. I think that will be great bahx.
Hope thing willl just go as i plan. Never make a careless mistake again!!!
Thursday, September 9, 2010
shirely ROM
Sept 9
Today is shirely ROM haiz but it happen to be a hari raya eve so cannot manage to go.... Sian lor nid to go work and Eva say i go she will entertian me... Haha i think she can relax liao becoz i cnnt go too bad =) Norman birthday is coming le haiz need to spend alot of money again shag ah.... Happen to agreed with customer buy 3 martell for him and customer buy 3 also LOL ... O i forget customer say go buy present for him coz gif him ang pao he tat day sure use finish de so they decide to giv him present LOL!!!! I heard today eve Ratchda is having a show... How i wish i can go and see like last time.... Coz i heard that Amanda is singing on the stage LIVE lehx LOL that time candy now is her!!!! RCD is still the best after all but money wise forget it lahx ex lehx!!! Buy shot hang flower realli coz me alot alot alot lor... It okay lahx happy jiu hao le bother so much also like that LOL..... Okay The end.
Don't worry be happy =) Your sincerly ronald
Today is shirely ROM haiz but it happen to be a hari raya eve so cannot manage to go.... Sian lor nid to go work and Eva say i go she will entertian me... Haha i think she can relax liao becoz i cnnt go too bad =) Norman birthday is coming le haiz need to spend alot of money again shag ah.... Happen to agreed with customer buy 3 martell for him and customer buy 3 also LOL ... O i forget customer say go buy present for him coz gif him ang pao he tat day sure use finish de so they decide to giv him present LOL!!!! I heard today eve Ratchda is having a show... How i wish i can go and see like last time.... Coz i heard that Amanda is singing on the stage LIVE lehx LOL that time candy now is her!!!! RCD is still the best after all but money wise forget it lahx ex lehx!!! Buy shot hang flower realli coz me alot alot alot lor... It okay lahx happy jiu hao le bother so much also like that LOL..... Okay The end.
Don't worry be happy =) Your sincerly ronald
Sunday, September 5, 2010
Target
Sept 6
Today is working day after my first off of the month. Haiz as usual i don feel like going to work... Coz i got alot of thing i need to do.... But no work no money also cannot do it haiz!!!! Time pass quite fast i aready sept. This coming 30th is my childhood friend Guo wei birthday hehex!!! I think is like that bahx nth to brag about also.
Ever seen i come back from my reservist i still thinking i shld be work on the day better den the night, it much more time for me to go out wif my friend or do other thing. But now i think everything is set so nthing can be done =) Now i should do is keep on working =)
Targeting to get my 2A licence but i still own other money due to my bike problem so i need to buck up myself and try not to go drink anymore le.
Today is working day after my first off of the month. Haiz as usual i don feel like going to work... Coz i got alot of thing i need to do.... But no work no money also cannot do it haiz!!!! Time pass quite fast i aready sept. This coming 30th is my childhood friend Guo wei birthday hehex!!! I think is like that bahx nth to brag about also.
Ever seen i come back from my reservist i still thinking i shld be work on the day better den the night, it much more time for me to go out wif my friend or do other thing. But now i think everything is set so nthing can be done =) Now i should do is keep on working =)
Targeting to get my 2A licence but i still own other money due to my bike problem so i need to buck up myself and try not to go drink anymore le.
Wednesday, September 1, 2010
1st sept
1st sept
Most of us should be happy to get their pay but i'm not haiz!!! why becoz my pay is less den 300 wor so sad nehx..... Becoz of reservist i got no pay OMG and now waiting for SPF to gif me pay arbo this month i going to eat grass liao wor sad case!!! Lastly went to RCD decide to see some old friend but while on the way aready noe that she at home waiting for Mcdonald le. Means she at home liao lor obviously right LOL. So reach RCD just to finsh up my balance from april till sept is freaking long time le nehx hahax funny is they still help me keep so good of them wor hahax. Now reach home le nthing to do blog abit i think it times to slp le nahx.... Now i still thinking how to contact spf for my pay!!!! stress ah, also thinking wheather they got gif me pay anot? or i write wrong account number. I rmb clearly. Wait i accidently write down is 1**-38683-7 hahax
Most of us should be happy to get their pay but i'm not haiz!!! why becoz my pay is less den 300 wor so sad nehx..... Becoz of reservist i got no pay OMG and now waiting for SPF to gif me pay arbo this month i going to eat grass liao wor sad case!!! Lastly went to RCD decide to see some old friend but while on the way aready noe that she at home waiting for Mcdonald le. Means she at home liao lor obviously right LOL. So reach RCD just to finsh up my balance from april till sept is freaking long time le nehx hahax funny is they still help me keep so good of them wor hahax. Now reach home le nthing to do blog abit i think it times to slp le nahx.... Now i still thinking how to contact spf for my pay!!!! stress ah, also thinking wheather they got gif me pay anot? or i write wrong account number. I rmb clearly. Wait i accidently write down is 1**-38683-7 hahax
Saturday, August 28, 2010
Life
Aug 29
Today shld i say i have most likely settle most of my stuff and start to go back to my life!!!!
Company is open le now is waiting to print name card and waiting for D/O to finish. Then i can start to find customer le. How i wish life is so simple and not complicated, eventhough we had to face alot of obstacle, problem and trouble but living in this world is like that right. 14 to 20 we are happy living without worry. 21 to 25 we had to endure all sort of problem and trouble to earn how hard money. Until we get a girlfriend, we need to sacrifice our time and hobby to keep them company means we love them. 26 to 30 we always make empty promise to our love one but we realli love them. Alot of complain and quarrel among our love one but we need to forgive them and move forward to our life. Until one day our love one start to accept our propose and manage to get married. 31 to 40 Our life is become more and more boring and it just like a routine in our life, Early in the morning wake up go to work, evening reach home company wife eat dinner and sleep. Life is so pathetic but is still our life, we still had to move on. 40 to 45 more and more thing appear children is growing up and cannot had our time to have honeymoon life with our wife. start to grow bored and most of the guy will start to hang out to some places. Looking for their youth time enjoyment. 45 to 60 life start to cool down children start to work normally working to get our CPF and have a great time with our family and waiting for our children to get married. 60 to ? When we grow until this far i think most likely we are trying to achieve something in our life and waiting for our coffin to set properly. So that we can sleep inside and restart our life again!!! That is what we called life. Make it happening, make it more worth to it. Life is so short why not just make it a happy and wonderful life?
Today shld i say i have most likely settle most of my stuff and start to go back to my life!!!!
Company is open le now is waiting to print name card and waiting for D/O to finish. Then i can start to find customer le. How i wish life is so simple and not complicated, eventhough we had to face alot of obstacle, problem and trouble but living in this world is like that right. 14 to 20 we are happy living without worry. 21 to 25 we had to endure all sort of problem and trouble to earn how hard money. Until we get a girlfriend, we need to sacrifice our time and hobby to keep them company means we love them. 26 to 30 we always make empty promise to our love one but we realli love them. Alot of complain and quarrel among our love one but we need to forgive them and move forward to our life. Until one day our love one start to accept our propose and manage to get married. 31 to 40 Our life is become more and more boring and it just like a routine in our life, Early in the morning wake up go to work, evening reach home company wife eat dinner and sleep. Life is so pathetic but is still our life, we still had to move on. 40 to 45 more and more thing appear children is growing up and cannot had our time to have honeymoon life with our wife. start to grow bored and most of the guy will start to hang out to some places. Looking for their youth time enjoyment. 45 to 60 life start to cool down children start to work normally working to get our CPF and have a great time with our family and waiting for our children to get married. 60 to ? When we grow until this far i think most likely we are trying to achieve something in our life and waiting for our coffin to set properly. So that we can sleep inside and restart our life again!!! That is what we called life. Make it happening, make it more worth to it. Life is so short why not just make it a happy and wonderful life?
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Fight
Aug 22
Today after reservice go eat with my best brother. Lionel, Vincent, Derek, Lauren, Bryan and wen xuan. After eating as usual we went back to tua help out!!! It been 3years seen i never had a fighting match with Lionel. So i duno today which part of my brain go wrong, i ask for a match LOL. Fighting for about 30min I surrender, realli very tired totally no strenght at all le. It seen like the result is the same haiz lose again. It realli a long time seen i have too. Make it lose stamina very fast. I think i should do some trainning le. Train more and do more exercise, lazy realli very jia lat!!! Next few month den ask for a rematch again heex
Today after reservice go eat with my best brother. Lionel, Vincent, Derek, Lauren, Bryan and wen xuan. After eating as usual we went back to tua help out!!! It been 3years seen i never had a fighting match with Lionel. So i duno today which part of my brain go wrong, i ask for a match LOL. Fighting for about 30min I surrender, realli very tired totally no strenght at all le. It seen like the result is the same haiz lose again. It realli a long time seen i have too. Make it lose stamina very fast. I think i should do some trainning le. Train more and do more exercise, lazy realli very jia lat!!! Next few month den ask for a rematch again heex
Wednesday, August 18, 2010
Restart
Aug 19
It been a long time seen i get myself here!!! After so long of working in the night life, i feel so bored. I wonder is it that i lose interest in it or i don feel like working anymore. I want to take a break =) Luckily NS reservice call me back!!! I tot it will be very tough. But somehow is so free and happily spending the time at there. Own time own target you wan to work u work. You don want pls go find a place and rest until is time to go home. It feel like having a chalet overthere!!!
on the 18 aug midnight. I have the guts to take out something and burn!!! Burn to ashes and everything is restart again =) A new life for me, this time i will choose to be a bad guy and not a good guy!!! Happen to know some female friend, it's seen like they hate guys so much!!! To those girls, guys is a fucking bastard fellow, no sense of security. Do think never think of future, only put their friend in the first place. Like to hong girls outside and neglect their girlfriend!!!! So seen most of the girl think that. Why should i be the good guys it make no different. Because of a rotten egg they throw the whole basket away!!!
Someone told me this before. Being in relationship is not just giving, there is a time you need to take. So the relationship will last!!! It no wrong just give everything to your love one but time pass they will feel that they are not important to you!!! Now i understand why.
Few weeks ago i happen to find a old movie inside my drawer, is a story about how to maintain your marriage happily. I finish the movie and i found something interesting. It said 1st to 10th way to maintain a good marriage.
1. Respect your love one
2. A little phone call to him/her no matter how busy it is
3. Always face the problem together
4. Willing to give up your precious thing
5. Treat everyday as a first love
6. Fully trust him/her
7. Quarrel is basic of loving but never bring the past
8. Remember what the thing HE/SHE like
9. When free pick up HE/SHE after work
10. Never make any promises
It been a long time seen i get myself here!!! After so long of working in the night life, i feel so bored. I wonder is it that i lose interest in it or i don feel like working anymore. I want to take a break =) Luckily NS reservice call me back!!! I tot it will be very tough. But somehow is so free and happily spending the time at there. Own time own target you wan to work u work. You don want pls go find a place and rest until is time to go home. It feel like having a chalet overthere!!!
on the 18 aug midnight. I have the guts to take out something and burn!!! Burn to ashes and everything is restart again =) A new life for me, this time i will choose to be a bad guy and not a good guy!!! Happen to know some female friend, it's seen like they hate guys so much!!! To those girls, guys is a fucking bastard fellow, no sense of security. Do think never think of future, only put their friend in the first place. Like to hong girls outside and neglect their girlfriend!!!! So seen most of the girl think that. Why should i be the good guys it make no different. Because of a rotten egg they throw the whole basket away!!!
Someone told me this before. Being in relationship is not just giving, there is a time you need to take. So the relationship will last!!! It no wrong just give everything to your love one but time pass they will feel that they are not important to you!!! Now i understand why.
Few weeks ago i happen to find a old movie inside my drawer, is a story about how to maintain your marriage happily. I finish the movie and i found something interesting. It said 1st to 10th way to maintain a good marriage.
1. Respect your love one
2. A little phone call to him/her no matter how busy it is
3. Always face the problem together
4. Willing to give up your precious thing
5. Treat everyday as a first love
6. Fully trust him/her
7. Quarrel is basic of loving but never bring the past
8. Remember what the thing HE/SHE like
9. When free pick up HE/SHE after work
10. Never make any promises
Tuesday, August 3, 2010
Times up!!!
Aug 4
Today is my final day of fooling around!!! It time for me to stop it. Seriously i apologise for so much covering!!! Can say that as a manager you consider the best i have seen!!! I repay you for what you help me!!! All the time i realli lazy to work, for what also very boring!!! Now you say it i return it to you. I will give you a fantastic 1 be a man i don wan to own you anything!!! That the end,
Today is my final day of fooling around!!! It time for me to stop it. Seriously i apologise for so much covering!!! Can say that as a manager you consider the best i have seen!!! I repay you for what you help me!!! All the time i realli lazy to work, for what also very boring!!! Now you say it i return it to you. I will give you a fantastic 1 be a man i don wan to own you anything!!! That the end,
Monday, August 2, 2010
What is family
August 2
This few day i keep saving alot of money to pay for the Bike... But price is not something that cheap!!! It cost 2k man!!! it incredible man, I realli cannot do anything to find 2k in a second!!!
So i call mine cousin to ask for help, Huh the reply is logic but everything is under condition!!! Once i heard it like a big sword just stab into my heart it pain!!! Once the phone hang up i tell myself i will find it myself to settle it. I save until 1k le but still lack of 1k. No one can help me now. I having cannot sell and take suitation!!! I feel so lost like a bird is hiding from winter season and lost it way!!! Lucky Joyce say i lend you 1k. I shock i say no need i just need 700 will do the rest i find myself!!!! she without condition and lend it to me such big amount of money. You realli my savior. Seriously i realli touch, i will hard to repay you back!!!
What is family? Something that help you when you are in trouble? No they won't help you at all. I always thought family is a big shelter that always save keep you inside without any problem. Actually all is BULLSHIT!!! Mama now i understand wat you say le. I will always remember!!!
This few day i keep saving alot of money to pay for the Bike... But price is not something that cheap!!! It cost 2k man!!! it incredible man, I realli cannot do anything to find 2k in a second!!!
So i call mine cousin to ask for help, Huh the reply is logic but everything is under condition!!! Once i heard it like a big sword just stab into my heart it pain!!! Once the phone hang up i tell myself i will find it myself to settle it. I save until 1k le but still lack of 1k. No one can help me now. I having cannot sell and take suitation!!! I feel so lost like a bird is hiding from winter season and lost it way!!! Lucky Joyce say i lend you 1k. I shock i say no need i just need 700 will do the rest i find myself!!!! she without condition and lend it to me such big amount of money. You realli my savior. Seriously i realli touch, i will hard to repay you back!!!
What is family? Something that help you when you are in trouble? No they won't help you at all. I always thought family is a big shelter that always save keep you inside without any problem. Actually all is BULLSHIT!!! Mama now i understand wat you say le. I will always remember!!!
Friday, July 30, 2010
Luck
July 30
Today shld i say is my lucky day or not I happen to open up the letter recieve something from lta say come pay for this amout and can take ur bike back!!! I quickly check the price phew is somehow nt that expensive wor lucky =) Maybe is MAMA helping me bahx. I Decide to change if not will be endless summer!!! Hope all my friend which is same suituation with me hope you all can cross over it!!!! Good luck, Happy is the key to everything in life!!!
Today shld i say is my lucky day or not I happen to open up the letter recieve something from lta say come pay for this amout and can take ur bike back!!! I quickly check the price phew is somehow nt that expensive wor lucky =) Maybe is MAMA helping me bahx. I Decide to change if not will be endless summer!!! Hope all my friend which is same suituation with me hope you all can cross over it!!!! Good luck, Happy is the key to everything in life!!!
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Unlucky
July 22
This year is a very unlucky year for me!!! I hate it. At some moment i feel like give up everything and just doing nth and stay at home slp. I bored of this life!!!! Everything is not going smoothly at all. After settle 1 another appear and each time more and more happening, realli got nth to say =( I wonder is what that course me to this kind of states!!! Court case happen to exscape another thing happen!!! Phone line cut off no money to pay bike been tow by TP to LTA. Now they want me to pay for the towing fee, insurance, road tax, court fee, summon, mirror. Previously house problem settle by myself. Now this thing happen how i wish that my parents are still around and no need to bother so much. House loans, electrical bill, Internet bill, and cable tv bill. This 4 bill areadly cost $800. I myself also has thing to pay Insurance for saving and bike, bike instalment, handphone bill and food for myself areadly cost $500 where got so much money!!!! I only earn 1.1k lehx not 10.1k lor!!! Haiz hope this thing can safetly settle!!! Pls god!!!
This year is a very unlucky year for me!!! I hate it. At some moment i feel like give up everything and just doing nth and stay at home slp. I bored of this life!!!! Everything is not going smoothly at all. After settle 1 another appear and each time more and more happening, realli got nth to say =( I wonder is what that course me to this kind of states!!! Court case happen to exscape another thing happen!!! Phone line cut off no money to pay bike been tow by TP to LTA. Now they want me to pay for the towing fee, insurance, road tax, court fee, summon, mirror. Previously house problem settle by myself. Now this thing happen how i wish that my parents are still around and no need to bother so much. House loans, electrical bill, Internet bill, and cable tv bill. This 4 bill areadly cost $800. I myself also has thing to pay Insurance for saving and bike, bike instalment, handphone bill and food for myself areadly cost $500 where got so much money!!!! I only earn 1.1k lehx not 10.1k lor!!! Haiz hope this thing can safetly settle!!! Pls god!!!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Special feeling
July 20
Today i overslpt and very late to work i shld be working at 3 pm but i reach there 4 30 OMG.......................... Becoz of that i realise that this few day i keep dreaming of the same thing again and again... it's so relistic very hard to believe.... So i think i shld catch some slp and see will it appear again LOL. Somehow it been a long time seen i blog anything. I think the most understand me is Norman le. How i shld i say it, say he smart or he realli understand me. He notice that i everytime tok abt something i bring along with a smile. So special i onself also notice it. Everything tok abt the past somehow it realli bring back memory. Counting down to my dream le is 10 more days to go, i wonder how it shld be done!!!! Hopefully success.
Today i overslpt and very late to work i shld be working at 3 pm but i reach there 4 30 OMG.......................... Becoz of that i realise that this few day i keep dreaming of the same thing again and again... it's so relistic very hard to believe.... So i think i shld catch some slp and see will it appear again LOL. Somehow it been a long time seen i blog anything. I think the most understand me is Norman le. How i shld i say it, say he smart or he realli understand me. He notice that i everytime tok abt something i bring along with a smile. So special i onself also notice it. Everything tok abt the past somehow it realli bring back memory. Counting down to my dream le is 10 more days to go, i wonder how it shld be done!!!! Hopefully success.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
Dream
July 13
Dream, finally my dream is moving forward. The success of my dream is now in my hand. Now what i can do now is pray for the success and i will be the first ever youngest boss in singapore. I feel so excited when we realli sit down and have a meeting about achiving my dream. It no longer a dream anymore le. Once it's prepare i will fully concentrate on it. Heeex hope the day reach faster!!!! But i will start to do homework and prepare for my battle =)
Dream, finally my dream is moving forward. The success of my dream is now in my hand. Now what i can do now is pray for the success and i will be the first ever youngest boss in singapore. I feel so excited when we realli sit down and have a meeting about achiving my dream. It no longer a dream anymore le. Once it's prepare i will fully concentrate on it. Heeex hope the day reach faster!!!! But i will start to do homework and prepare for my battle =)
Monday, July 12, 2010
????
July 12
This few day watching tv, happen to see this advertisment saying that how you teach your next generation!!! Somehow i watch the whole advertisment i feel like crying. How my mother taking care of me and now i grow up i got no chance to take care of her le. She aready not around!!! I hate myself why i always the person who never cherish what i have now. Until everything is over i start to regret!!!
Everything is over!!!!
This few day watching tv, happen to see this advertisment saying that how you teach your next generation!!! Somehow i watch the whole advertisment i feel like crying. How my mother taking care of me and now i grow up i got no chance to take care of her le. She aready not around!!! I hate myself why i always the person who never cherish what i have now. Until everything is over i start to regret!!!
Everything is over!!!!
Wednesday, July 7, 2010
Nana again
July 7
This few days keep hanging at NANA what so great over there. Yawn i hardly enjoy at there loh. I wonder there got wat thing is fun and always drink and drink and drink haiz. the thai band also very sian nothing interesting at all =( why all my friend like to go there. Don't go also not happy i tired le. I need more sleep. their working time is 5+ or 7+ start work mine is 3 start lehx where got eunff rest!!! i wan to slp nahx.
This few days keep hanging at NANA what so great over there. Yawn i hardly enjoy at there loh. I wonder there got wat thing is fun and always drink and drink and drink haiz. the thai band also very sian nothing interesting at all =( why all my friend like to go there. Don't go also not happy i tired le. I need more sleep. their working time is 5+ or 7+ start work mine is 3 start lehx where got eunff rest!!! i wan to slp nahx.
Monday, July 5, 2010
Haiz
July 06
Finally free from debt le. Everything is different from now. It been a long time seen i nv meeting any of my old friend. I will find someday to meet u all de =) After this month i be going for my reservice. After reservice it's time for me to enjoy once again.
Day by day has pass everything is different from now. Working enviroment is changing too not like last time so good le. The timing i have now is also very tight, Lucky i'm single now Hee!!!
Finally free from debt le. Everything is different from now. It been a long time seen i nv meeting any of my old friend. I will find someday to meet u all de =) After this month i be going for my reservice. After reservice it's time for me to enjoy once again.
Day by day has pass everything is different from now. Working enviroment is changing too not like last time so good le. The timing i have now is also very tight, Lucky i'm single now Hee!!!
Tuesday, June 29, 2010
Everything is back
June 30
Today is a good day i think currently nthing happen. I feel so happy, i finally is back to normal again. My precious gold is back to me LOL. Now i need to do is wait for 1 more day and everything is back again. Money, Gold, house and everthing i have lost. I will swear to the holy mother of mine that i will not let it left me again. I will be back to my usual life like last time happy without worry. Stress is no longer be with me, I can fully enjoy my life. Hopefully those problem i face will be end of it by next month. Throw all the bad past and move forward to my dream!!!
Today is a good day i think currently nthing happen. I feel so happy, i finally is back to normal again. My precious gold is back to me LOL. Now i need to do is wait for 1 more day and everything is back again. Money, Gold, house and everthing i have lost. I will swear to the holy mother of mine that i will not let it left me again. I will be back to my usual life like last time happy without worry. Stress is no longer be with me, I can fully enjoy my life. Hopefully those problem i face will be end of it by next month. Throw all the bad past and move forward to my dream!!!
Tuesday, June 22, 2010
Dreams
June 23 Morning
Wake up in the morning yawn. This the first time i wake up in the morning 8am not becoz of something on. It becoz i sick and cannot fall aslp. So just read a book title: Life is fated. Happen to look through this paragragh. Cherish what you have now and not complain what you don't have. Fully understand it, everyone is complain that they want this and that. Actually i also the same, Until i lost someone!!!! Now i cannot even had the chance to tok to them. How they dote me and feed till so big and now they already pass. Last time no money is ask from them now is ownself earn it. So i understand this cherish what you now and not complain what you don't have.
Everyone has a dream or ambition we can say. I always wanted to do my own business and be a boss. Wish to be the youngest richest man, but it just a dream but i always make it as a target of my life =)
Wake up in the morning yawn. This the first time i wake up in the morning 8am not becoz of something on. It becoz i sick and cannot fall aslp. So just read a book title: Life is fated. Happen to look through this paragragh. Cherish what you have now and not complain what you don't have. Fully understand it, everyone is complain that they want this and that. Actually i also the same, Until i lost someone!!!! Now i cannot even had the chance to tok to them. How they dote me and feed till so big and now they already pass. Last time no money is ask from them now is ownself earn it. So i understand this cherish what you now and not complain what you don't have.
Everyone has a dream or ambition we can say. I always wanted to do my own business and be a boss. Wish to be the youngest richest man, but it just a dream but i always make it as a target of my life =)
Saturday, June 19, 2010
Dancer
Singapore dancer and other country dancer. I not saying that all are bad. Singapore dancer some realli very annoying and not friendly at all. To them they think that i poor, not good looking, fat!! or other reason. But some are realli good. Like i noe EVA, Shirley, Germaine, Elene, Candy, Karen, shareen and Silver. They are very nice person and friendly. But some realli make friend with you coz they want earn your money and some cheat you to buy haiz. Other country only some are good. Euncie, tian tian another girl i forget the name. The rest just ask you to buy shooter or hang flower once you do it boom!!! Gone forever, their achviment has make that why gone!!! Why cannot the dancer say can hang flower for me if cannot nvm!!! Or I need to earn money, if can hang alot of flower for me but we cannot be friend you take my number i also wont reply u simple and easy. Maybe i like straight forward person but i understand if they realli like that i think no customer will hang for them bahx!!!
Truth
June 19
It been a long time seen i have blog anything =( But recently my life is realli having fun and great. although has some bad things happen but overall is good. This 4days i been going down NANA heeex. Quite nice abit too cramp and alot of fighting wor so SCARY!!! On the last day i went to D8. Saw germaine selling flower LOL so funny =) it's been along time i have so much fun le. About the bad thing is, I feel so sad that my reputation is so bad haiz. Alot of people say i flirt LOL. What wrong went your ex gf is a dancer and i juz happen to hang her a $500 flower? I know that i realli din treat my ex good, what i onli can gif her was spending money. But she realli gif me a good memories. Human always cherish the past and neglect the present. I also regret but she aready gone!!!
After someone has left me. I feel so lost? or say foolish. when ever a dancer ask to buy shooter or hang flower i just cannot resist to buy it. Maybe is a retribution for me bahx? I think i will carry on this type of life till someone say a simillar words like her. Don't anyhow waste money le!!!! I will be waiting for someone to say this to unlock my chain =)so called foolish and stupid thinking.
The truth for my life is waiting for someone who willing to make friend with not because of achving something on me!!!! I don make empty promise.
It been a long time seen i have blog anything =( But recently my life is realli having fun and great. although has some bad things happen but overall is good. This 4days i been going down NANA heeex. Quite nice abit too cramp and alot of fighting wor so SCARY!!! On the last day i went to D8. Saw germaine selling flower LOL so funny =) it's been along time i have so much fun le. About the bad thing is, I feel so sad that my reputation is so bad haiz. Alot of people say i flirt LOL. What wrong went your ex gf is a dancer and i juz happen to hang her a $500 flower? I know that i realli din treat my ex good, what i onli can gif her was spending money. But she realli gif me a good memories. Human always cherish the past and neglect the present. I also regret but she aready gone!!!
After someone has left me. I feel so lost? or say foolish. when ever a dancer ask to buy shooter or hang flower i just cannot resist to buy it. Maybe is a retribution for me bahx? I think i will carry on this type of life till someone say a simillar words like her. Don't anyhow waste money le!!!! I will be waiting for someone to say this to unlock my chain =)so called foolish and stupid thinking.
The truth for my life is waiting for someone who willing to make friend with not because of achving something on me!!!! I don make empty promise.
Wednesday, June 9, 2010
Taiwan jie jie
June 9
Today working until abit irriate, manager keep telling me to ask the floor memeber to push sales. I telling them but they just ignore me. Who the hell will listen to me ahx!!! Among everyone i'm the youngest and new. Sales not good my fault? no what i oso like alot of customer and get alot of tips. Hit sales target i also happy mahx, haiz don't tok abt it le!!! feel more angry!!!
After work went to meet Taiwan Eunice with desmond. Hahax Eunice is sick wor. So ke lian lehx her. Treat her eat le den jiu send her back to hostel. Hope she recover soon wor.
After some problem around feb and march. I look at people is like they are wearing a mask to face people. They are so fake to me. From their way of toking i feel like they just wanted to achive something from people and try to be friendly with you. Just hate it.
Today working until abit irriate, manager keep telling me to ask the floor memeber to push sales. I telling them but they just ignore me. Who the hell will listen to me ahx!!! Among everyone i'm the youngest and new. Sales not good my fault? no what i oso like alot of customer and get alot of tips. Hit sales target i also happy mahx, haiz don't tok abt it le!!! feel more angry!!!
After work went to meet Taiwan Eunice with desmond. Hahax Eunice is sick wor. So ke lian lehx her. Treat her eat le den jiu send her back to hostel. Hope she recover soon wor.
After some problem around feb and march. I look at people is like they are wearing a mask to face people. They are so fake to me. From their way of toking i feel like they just wanted to achive something from people and try to be friendly with you. Just hate it.
Sunday, June 6, 2010
you should always be the birght sky, like that white cloud.
yes,you should always smile like that as if nothing happened.
Don't look back and leave.
Don't find me again and live on.
Because i have no regret of loving you.
Take only the good memories.
I can bear it in some way.
I can stand in some way.
You should be happy if you are like this.
Day by day I become dull
I hope your heart feel relieved After you leaving me.
those tears will dry completely as time passes by.
yes,you should always smile like that as if nothing happened.
Don't look back and leave.
Don't find me again and live on.
Because i have no regret of loving you.
Take only the good memories.
I can bear it in some way.
I can stand in some way.
You should be happy if you are like this.
Day by day I become dull
I hope your heart feel relieved After you leaving me.
those tears will dry completely as time passes by.
Saturday, June 5, 2010
Last time
june 6
I always believe in everyone, even if they are not sincere to be friend i still accept!! as long you don contact i will juz delete the contact number and let it be. But i don wish people trying to bluff me, if you are just looking for someone to help and you wanted it to be done smoothly i think you approach the wrong guy. I am a very straight person if cannot means cannot if wan support tell me. I will support i don like ppl lie to me. Hate it!!!!! Like i say this will be the last time if any of the same thing happen again i will be totally hate girls. Except for mine friend!!! I believe in and i put the trust in it. Pls jolly well be yourself. Customer is customer i looking for is a friend not a chick!!! All my friend need help i always help them even i cannot i oso try my best to help as long as my friend are all right. So don't try to cheat me, I promise i will always do!!!!
I always believe in everyone, even if they are not sincere to be friend i still accept!! as long you don contact i will juz delete the contact number and let it be. But i don wish people trying to bluff me, if you are just looking for someone to help and you wanted it to be done smoothly i think you approach the wrong guy. I am a very straight person if cannot means cannot if wan support tell me. I will support i don like ppl lie to me. Hate it!!!!! Like i say this will be the last time if any of the same thing happen again i will be totally hate girls. Except for mine friend!!! I believe in and i put the trust in it. Pls jolly well be yourself. Customer is customer i looking for is a friend not a chick!!! All my friend need help i always help them even i cannot i oso try my best to help as long as my friend are all right. So don't try to cheat me, I promise i will always do!!!!
Friday, June 4, 2010
Consider
June 4
Today is mine off day and waiting for the warrant of arrest to come... Day by day start to relax down even if i nid to go in. I also will keep quiet and accept lastly heaven. Guys wat can i do now?
I think the only thing i can do now is enjoy while i can!!!!
不知不觉很想会爱上一个比我大的女生哈哈，真可笑！一概相信自己的感觉吧。可是现在对那位女生比我大很多哦。要追就不要放弃，不要就别浪费时间。好好的考虑吧
Today is mine off day and waiting for the warrant of arrest to come... Day by day start to relax down even if i nid to go in. I also will keep quiet and accept lastly heaven. Guys wat can i do now?
I think the only thing i can do now is enjoy while i can!!!!
不知不觉很想会爱上一个比我大的女生哈哈，真可笑！一概相信自己的感觉吧。可是现在对那位女生比我大很多哦。要追就不要放弃，不要就别浪费时间。好好的考虑吧
Thursday, June 3, 2010
Last day
June 4
Today is my last day to blog le =( I will charge for not attending to court and will be waiting for warrant of arrest to catch me =( Yawn... I grow until so big and this the first time i get frighten of it hahax... Put under the bar is not something funny at all. I not saying that i scare of being sitting inside, it juz that how i going to explain for this to my work place LOL but it okay nahx!!! Everything will be over soon de. This year born in dragon realli very unlucky i can say. First is house almost being size by HDB after HDB is my full face helmet kana stolen LOL. Third this court case and juz now happen to recieve it late and fail to attend it hahax... I wonder next will be what? Miserable ah if realli can i Hope everything can restart again from last year. I think that all i going to say le. Going to face the fact. Bye
Today is my last day to blog le =( I will charge for not attending to court and will be waiting for warrant of arrest to catch me =( Yawn... I grow until so big and this the first time i get frighten of it hahax... Put under the bar is not something funny at all. I not saying that i scare of being sitting inside, it juz that how i going to explain for this to my work place LOL but it okay nahx!!! Everything will be over soon de. This year born in dragon realli very unlucky i can say. First is house almost being size by HDB after HDB is my full face helmet kana stolen LOL. Third this court case and juz now happen to recieve it late and fail to attend it hahax... I wonder next will be what? Miserable ah if realli can i Hope everything can restart again from last year. I think that all i going to say le. Going to face the fact. Bye
Friday, May 28, 2010
Dream
May 27
Ytd night went to D8 with alot of friend, lazy to mention everyone. Basically got Vincent, Kai de, Norman and Ming Long. Went D8 to celebrate Darren come back from Thailand LOL. Saw vincent doing those stuff feel like last time de me. Hang flower buy liqour and shot. After D8 jiu went back home le. Keep dreaming that 1 day can live a normal life. Find a girlfriend and afterwork jiu go home. Got time go enjoy abit arbo stay at home. I realli kind of tired le. Think will be neglect my blog for sometime bahx. Will be MIA for days bahx. Actually hope all my friend are happy =)
Ytd night went to D8 with alot of friend, lazy to mention everyone. Basically got Vincent, Kai de, Norman and Ming Long. Went D8 to celebrate Darren come back from Thailand LOL. Saw vincent doing those stuff feel like last time de me. Hang flower buy liqour and shot. After D8 jiu went back home le. Keep dreaming that 1 day can live a normal life. Find a girlfriend and afterwork jiu go home. Got time go enjoy abit arbo stay at home. I realli kind of tired le. Think will be neglect my blog for sometime bahx. Will be MIA for days bahx. Actually hope all my friend are happy =)
Tuesday, May 25, 2010
Story behind me
Today saw a article, wrote this: Sit down quietly and refresh your memory. Who, What, When and How to make you have this kind of states!!! Everyone had their own story behind that make them change. Either Good or Bad.
I went to jazzy and saw this article and reach home and lie on my bed. I start to think who teach me the way of living in this world. What thing that change my thinking so much. When i start change. How come short short 4years can change me so much. 4 years ago, i was so innocent to this world, never see before alot of thing only know how to stay at hougang or stay at home play games. How is outside world i don't even know a thing. When i first step into town it's like O gosh i wearing a single and short pants. Hair is curly and messing, pimples all over the forehead. It's just like a country boy step into the city not even know a single thing at all. Bring me around and test some nice food is Charlie. Start to change my appearance of wearing is Guo wei, start to wear t-shirt and acceptable short pants. (Not those jersey pants) First time step into the bar is Lionel bring me. I was just reach 18 heee. Never touch alcohol before. Hair started to change becoz of melvin keep saying japan hairstyle. So try to change it. My secondary school friend zhi chun teach me the matter of living in this world is treat ppl good and ppl will does the same back to you. Until now i will never change. I started to change and learn what i can, is everything start from 8years ago i will never forget being humililate by 3 girls and i lose all my dignity of being a man. Now think of it, find it so foolish LOL
I went to jazzy and saw this article and reach home and lie on my bed. I start to think who teach me the way of living in this world. What thing that change my thinking so much. When i start change. How come short short 4years can change me so much. 4 years ago, i was so innocent to this world, never see before alot of thing only know how to stay at hougang or stay at home play games. How is outside world i don't even know a thing. When i first step into town it's like O gosh i wearing a single and short pants. Hair is curly and messing, pimples all over the forehead. It's just like a country boy step into the city not even know a single thing at all. Bring me around and test some nice food is Charlie. Start to change my appearance of wearing is Guo wei, start to wear t-shirt and acceptable short pants. (Not those jersey pants) First time step into the bar is Lionel bring me. I was just reach 18 heee. Never touch alcohol before. Hair started to change becoz of melvin keep saying japan hairstyle. So try to change it. My secondary school friend zhi chun teach me the matter of living in this world is treat ppl good and ppl will does the same back to you. Until now i will never change. I started to change and learn what i can, is everything start from 8years ago i will never forget being humililate by 3 girls and i lose all my dignity of being a man. Now think of it, find it so foolish LOL
Sunday, May 23, 2010
JB trip
May 23
Today after work will be meeting desmond to JB =) heeex. We ride bike in to pump petrol and hav some food =) damn tiring de lor KNS. From 1+am we go in make bike stuff and wash bike aready waste few hrs le. Ard 4+ we went for makan and off to woodland checkpoint damn sux man. The whole road is JAM like dog lor Yawn make me sweat like dog. ard 6+ finally come out from check point le. Reach home 7+ and finally can have a good rest. Such a wonderful trip wif bike although abit sian in the middle and stupid JAM. It still very fun will be going next time =)
Today after work will be meeting desmond to JB =) heeex. We ride bike in to pump petrol and hav some food =) damn tiring de lor KNS. From 1+am we go in make bike stuff and wash bike aready waste few hrs le. Ard 4+ we went for makan and off to woodland checkpoint damn sux man. The whole road is JAM like dog lor Yawn make me sweat like dog. ard 6+ finally come out from check point le. Reach home 7+ and finally can have a good rest. Such a wonderful trip wif bike although abit sian in the middle and stupid JAM. It still very fun will be going next time =)
Tuesday, May 18, 2010
Yvonne Birthday
May 18
Today is Yvonne jie jie birthday LOL wish you happy as always wor. Vincent and jerry came down down today to drink LOL. Vincent so funny keep ask everyone to drink =) drink until jerry bought 1 martell and eunice brought martell gif him hahax so lucky of him nehx. While working half way suddenly duno why got this image coming out of my mind =( Suddenly miss my ex hahahax. Haiz human always don't treasure until it's gone u will start to regret. Why from the start don't cherish it!!! But it's alright nahx seen it already pass so many months le it okay nahx. This type of life suit me more. No trouble full of freedom, like to do things my own way =) feeling much better bahx.
Today is Yvonne jie jie birthday LOL wish you happy as always wor. Vincent and jerry came down down today to drink LOL. Vincent so funny keep ask everyone to drink =) drink until jerry bought 1 martell and eunice brought martell gif him hahax so lucky of him nehx. While working half way suddenly duno why got this image coming out of my mind =( Suddenly miss my ex hahahax. Haiz human always don't treasure until it's gone u will start to regret. Why from the start don't cherish it!!! But it's alright nahx seen it already pass so many months le it okay nahx. This type of life suit me more. No trouble full of freedom, like to do things my own way =) feeling much better bahx.
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Sudden
May 16
Today as usual went to work and have alot of fun at work place =) Play pool all the way till 7pm den chit chat,surf net den start work. Today don hav alot of customer and is quite boring. Weird part is not many customer oso can make 1 full time 1 part time and a manage to drink so much until abit drunk WTF!!! Ard 11+ got nth to do look at live band singing and customer hang flower make me feel uneasy. So special feeling run thru my mind, suddenly think of ratchada dollies LOL. Don't noe y suddenly miss them, it been a long time din go down and see them le. So after work decide to went RCD to see them. Wonder how they been? First person come to my mind is Eva heard that she change to work part time le wor and silver too. Keep thinking will see them anot LOL. Shirley still the same nth change onli heard that she decide to break with Jym clearly.
Jasmine lehx as usual lahx still cnnt forgive her for cheating me to help her buy shot later den return me. Juz hate liar but forget it bahx how to say she had to earn money oso!!!! So miss the day. When i have alot fun at there wor, haiz if can so wish the time will travel back wor. Yawn i think i blog until here le so shag Good nite =)
Today as usual went to work and have alot of fun at work place =) Play pool all the way till 7pm den chit chat,surf net den start work. Today don hav alot of customer and is quite boring. Weird part is not many customer oso can make 1 full time 1 part time and a manage to drink so much until abit drunk WTF!!! Ard 11+ got nth to do look at live band singing and customer hang flower make me feel uneasy. So special feeling run thru my mind, suddenly think of ratchada dollies LOL. Don't noe y suddenly miss them, it been a long time din go down and see them le. So after work decide to went RCD to see them. Wonder how they been? First person come to my mind is Eva heard that she change to work part time le wor and silver too. Keep thinking will see them anot LOL. Shirley still the same nth change onli heard that she decide to break with Jym clearly.
Jasmine lehx as usual lahx still cnnt forgive her for cheating me to help her buy shot later den return me. Juz hate liar but forget it bahx how to say she had to earn money oso!!!! So miss the day. When i have alot fun at there wor, haiz if can so wish the time will travel back wor. Yawn i think i blog until here le so shag Good nite =)
Saturday, May 15, 2010
Feeling
May 15
Yawn juz this 2 day i keep saying i wan to change into different ppl but i cannot how much i change ppl still say the same thing!!! Ronald u r juz too nice, haiz i don wan to be nice guy!!! Is there onli angel in my heart? Hope there is devil beside me oso. I keep wanted to do bad thing end up is a good thing. Today i saw a female, she onself doing everything without anyone help. That kind of thing i think for man also quite difficult. She onself change car tyre man cool =) Onself un nuts everything and carry the tyre and put it on wow. Amazing girl, secondly she is wearing dress and look pretty =) I slaute tat girl. You proof to me tat girl had to respect!!!! That girl gif me a feeling of my mum, Female can do everything if they willing to try and much more smarter den a man =) Don't becoz of the size women realli need a respect from guys =)
Yawn juz this 2 day i keep saying i wan to change into different ppl but i cannot how much i change ppl still say the same thing!!! Ronald u r juz too nice, haiz i don wan to be nice guy!!! Is there onli angel in my heart? Hope there is devil beside me oso. I keep wanted to do bad thing end up is a good thing. Today i saw a female, she onself doing everything without anyone help. That kind of thing i think for man also quite difficult. She onself change car tyre man cool =) Onself un nuts everything and carry the tyre and put it on wow. Amazing girl, secondly she is wearing dress and look pretty =) I slaute tat girl. You proof to me tat girl had to respect!!!! That girl gif me a feeling of my mum, Female can do everything if they willing to try and much more smarter den a man =) Don't becoz of the size women realli need a respect from guys =)
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Sick =(
May 12
Everyone is having fun at their off day but me. I had to stay at home and rest coz i'm ill =( ke lian de me wor =(... Luckily wei zhi say bring me go eat so good of him nehx =( HAHA went to yishun wif him to eat. After that company him to marina square to work. After he finish his work we went to east coast park to have some breeze =) Actually everyday spend life like tat nt bad oso no nid everytime night life de. Yawn, waiting for my tips to get i got no money le yawn!!! 4more day to count down yeah =) Abit tired now shld hav some nap bahx =)
Everyone is having fun at their off day but me. I had to stay at home and rest coz i'm ill =( ke lian de me wor =(... Luckily wei zhi say bring me go eat so good of him nehx =( HAHA went to yishun wif him to eat. After that company him to marina square to work. After he finish his work we went to east coast park to have some breeze =) Actually everyday spend life like tat nt bad oso no nid everytime night life de. Yawn, waiting for my tips to get i got no money le yawn!!! 4more day to count down yeah =) Abit tired now shld hav some nap bahx =)
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
Sick on off day
May 11
Yawn so tiring now hope can don't go work today.... damn shag, while i working keep no energy.
I think i going to fall sick on my off day tml le =( When reach home faster get plenty of rest and drink alot of water =( Now how i wish tat someone can take care of me and still nt ask me to go V2. But nvm lahx reach home faster rest jiu okay le.
Yawn so tiring now hope can don't go work today.... damn shag, while i working keep no energy.
I think i going to fall sick on my off day tml le =( When reach home faster get plenty of rest and drink alot of water =( Now how i wish tat someone can take care of me and still nt ask me to go V2. But nvm lahx reach home faster rest jiu okay le.
Monday, May 10, 2010
Reminded me
May 10
Ytd night went to D8 again, This time is wif all the brother =) It quite fun nahx, can see xiao gui is so tired le wor slping at there LOL!!! Took some photo wif those taiwan dancer Hee. But that remind me of RCD Haaa. Last time oso like tat at rcd take picture of those sg dancer LOL. Today went to work, been scolded by Roy say y i did do mine thing keep watching show =( after that check balance bottle and din manage to find it and say don have. At the customer still got 1 bottle kana complain by them and been scolded again. It damn fucking shag wor feel like go relax and ease my mood at RCD but think abt it better not bahx. Jiu head home le!!!!
Ytd night went to D8 again, This time is wif all the brother =) It quite fun nahx, can see xiao gui is so tired le wor slping at there LOL!!! Took some photo wif those taiwan dancer Hee. But that remind me of RCD Haaa. Last time oso like tat at rcd take picture of those sg dancer LOL. Today went to work, been scolded by Roy say y i did do mine thing keep watching show =( after that check balance bottle and din manage to find it and say don have. At the customer still got 1 bottle kana complain by them and been scolded again. It damn fucking shag wor feel like go relax and ease my mood at RCD but think abt it better not bahx. Jiu head home le!!!!
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Special feeling
May 9
Ytd i went to slp i dream of someone that i cannot like or love. Is like how come, i keep thinking of her for a sudden. Went to work think of her again. I juz don't like this feeling, i keep wanted to forget but it keep remind me. Although i wish to be wif her but i juz no we are different world. I wanted make thing simple, i like the way like this friend is always better den everything. But seriously for a moment, someone do the same thing as u reminded me of you!!! I realli miss you, wonder are you doing anything better. Life is realli torturing, why someone do the same thing as you tok the same thing as you and wear the same style as you. i think it time to slp le =) don't think too much bahx!!!!!!!!!
Ytd i went to slp i dream of someone that i cannot like or love. Is like how come, i keep thinking of her for a sudden. Went to work think of her again. I juz don't like this feeling, i keep wanted to forget but it keep remind me. Although i wish to be wif her but i juz no we are different world. I wanted make thing simple, i like the way like this friend is always better den everything. But seriously for a moment, someone do the same thing as u reminded me of you!!! I realli miss you, wonder are you doing anything better. Life is realli torturing, why someone do the same thing as you tok the same thing as you and wear the same style as you. i think it time to slp le =) don't think too much bahx!!!!!!!!!
D8 again
May 8
Went to d8 again =) saw karen and natasha too hee. That place quite fun de but i think of lost interest in girls i don realli fond to those taiwanese wor. But they look much normal den any other girl nth the different!!!! Same as sg girl but their high is much much special onli either too Tall or too short =) As long as everyone is happy i'm glad =)
Went to d8 again =) saw karen and natasha too hee. That place quite fun de but i think of lost interest in girls i don realli fond to those taiwanese wor. But they look much normal den any other girl nth the different!!!! Same as sg girl but their high is much much special onli either too Tall or too short =) As long as everyone is happy i'm glad =)
Friday, May 7, 2010
A promise =)
May 6
Finally get to off from last april 28 till now shag wor!!! Kind of excited finally can meet pri sch friend le wor!!! O i forget it another promise tat i make, i told Kerine i will bring her go out drink de =) Meet alfred and Raymond at Hougang mall and hav our pepper lunch Heee. After that wait for the kerine to come wor. Ard 9 + we go down parklane to see the new place =) D8 a taiwaness band and dancer. Provide sg dancer oso Hee =) But the only bad thing is fucking too expensive le for their liqour OMG. I think it new open thats y bahx =) Ard 1am + Norman come and meet me hahax =) I think at work place he drink alot aready... So drunk nor after tat still jio go Oasis OMG. Help him keep his money oso will close account =) Don't say abt him i oso the same nahx luckily i pay all the bill b4 i go out arbo duno how servive for the month liao wor =) After all Happy jiu can le y bother so much nehx =) Hope to meet more of primary school friend!!!!
Finally get to off from last april 28 till now shag wor!!! Kind of excited finally can meet pri sch friend le wor!!! O i forget it another promise tat i make, i told Kerine i will bring her go out drink de =) Meet alfred and Raymond at Hougang mall and hav our pepper lunch Heee. After that wait for the kerine to come wor. Ard 9 + we go down parklane to see the new place =) D8 a taiwaness band and dancer. Provide sg dancer oso Hee =) But the only bad thing is fucking too expensive le for their liqour OMG. I think it new open thats y bahx =) Ard 1am + Norman come and meet me hahax =) I think at work place he drink alot aready... So drunk nor after tat still jio go Oasis OMG. Help him keep his money oso will close account =) Don't say abt him i oso the same nahx luckily i pay all the bill b4 i go out arbo duno how servive for the month liao wor =) After all Happy jiu can le y bother so much nehx =) Hope to meet more of primary school friend!!!!
Wednesday, May 5, 2010
Sian
May 5
Yawn Went to work, but i onli slp for 3hrs damn tired.... i eating alot of chocalate to have my sugar rush so that i wont feel tired at all... But i totally bull shit, i still feel damn tired. I endure until i off work and kana lecture by Eunice jie. Haiz What the hell i do wrong, everyday been say the same thing don they feel sian mehx? keep saying pls lahx don make trouble lehx u noe wat u should be doing lor. Hey i doing wat i shld do le. don keep on saying the same thing over and over again. I din do anything wrong okay! i doing part of my job now and i din mess up anything else. I noe i always need u all to cover me last time but now i din do any wrong lor. Tml is my off day le shld have eunff slp all the way to afternoon bahx =) i shld go and relax awhile maybe go AMK play abit of jubeat bahx =)
Yawn Went to work, but i onli slp for 3hrs damn tired.... i eating alot of chocalate to have my sugar rush so that i wont feel tired at all... But i totally bull shit, i still feel damn tired. I endure until i off work and kana lecture by Eunice jie. Haiz What the hell i do wrong, everyday been say the same thing don they feel sian mehx? keep saying pls lahx don make trouble lehx u noe wat u should be doing lor. Hey i doing wat i shld do le. don keep on saying the same thing over and over again. I din do anything wrong okay! i doing part of my job now and i din mess up anything else. I noe i always need u all to cover me last time but now i din do any wrong lor. Tml is my off day le shld have eunff slp all the way to afternoon bahx =) i shld go and relax awhile maybe go AMK play abit of jubeat bahx =)
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Work again
May 4
Today is quite a happy day =) get to go work without spending any extra money heex. I realli nid to save money b4 anything happen again. After work Manager again ki siao say he giving alot of chance aready, he going to fuck me aready. super bo liao lor wat thing i do sia today keep saying the same thing over and over again. After work went to eat wif norman after tat guo wei came and join us =) chat abit of pri school stuff and some drinking place. On the way home saw marvin, wah it been a long time i din see him le nehx =) chit chat awhile jiu go home and slp le =) Everything is so different from last time liao, everyone is changing seen the day i din meet them.
I notice tat everyone in my work place once they drunk they got alot of thing to say wor. Roy is keep say i wat thing no good tat thing very sloppy. Joyce lehx will keep saying that u can go out wif Roy. Den i cannot ask u out isit? Eunice lehx will keep saying how she do this and that and why she wan to come back and work. Sally lehx drink liao jiu abit siao siao de. Hate them while they get drunk very annoying wor!!!!
Today is quite a happy day =) get to go work without spending any extra money heex. I realli nid to save money b4 anything happen again. After work Manager again ki siao say he giving alot of chance aready, he going to fuck me aready. super bo liao lor wat thing i do sia today keep saying the same thing over and over again. After work went to eat wif norman after tat guo wei came and join us =) chat abit of pri school stuff and some drinking place. On the way home saw marvin, wah it been a long time i din see him le nehx =) chit chat awhile jiu go home and slp le =) Everything is so different from last time liao, everyone is changing seen the day i din meet them.
I notice tat everyone in my work place once they drunk they got alot of thing to say wor. Roy is keep say i wat thing no good tat thing very sloppy. Joyce lehx will keep saying that u can go out wif Roy. Den i cannot ask u out isit? Eunice lehx will keep saying how she do this and that and why she wan to come back and work. Sally lehx drink liao jiu abit siao siao de. Hate them while they get drunk very annoying wor!!!!
Monday, May 3, 2010
Speechless
May 3
I realli don understand why ah roy wan vincent to quit the job. I understand vincent is sick and might have a heart problem. But shld ask him rest le and come back wat. Why wan him to quit nehx? He maybe got his own reason but i believe if i the 1 who standing in his shoe i will oso ask him to quit. Vincent u ask me everyone don wan u to come back.... how shld i reply u? u make me speechless u noe i realli got nth to say first of all i juz a bartender not a boss or manager i cnnt say anything to stop them. Every thing start to change. A beautiful dream is slowly become nightmare at jazzy internal politic again.
I realli don understand why ah roy wan vincent to quit the job. I understand vincent is sick and might have a heart problem. But shld ask him rest le and come back wat. Why wan him to quit nehx? He maybe got his own reason but i believe if i the 1 who standing in his shoe i will oso ask him to quit. Vincent u ask me everyone don wan u to come back.... how shld i reply u? u make me speechless u noe i realli got nth to say first of all i juz a bartender not a boss or manager i cnnt say anything to stop them. Every thing start to change. A beautiful dream is slowly become nightmare at jazzy internal politic again.
Sunday, May 2, 2010
Scary
May 2
Today something happen while working so scary wor, Vincent suddenly chest pain until whole body is sweat and look very pale. I think he having astma bahx =( wanted to help him but duno how to. So quickily ask someone to help. We ask him got bring medicine anot? He say don't have WTF so what shld we do call the ambulance ah? Luckily 1 of the singer got the same symptom as him, so take care of him , so caring wor. At the end Ah roy call his brother to come and fetch him home =) Phew Hope you are alright ahx. It's second day of taking the pay le, still the same return brandon some money and i'm broke LOL. Still can survier bahx at least won't eat grass LOL hope everything will be fine nor =)
Today something happen while working so scary wor, Vincent suddenly chest pain until whole body is sweat and look very pale. I think he having astma bahx =( wanted to help him but duno how to. So quickily ask someone to help. We ask him got bring medicine anot? He say don't have WTF so what shld we do call the ambulance ah? Luckily 1 of the singer got the same symptom as him, so take care of him , so caring wor. At the end Ah roy call his brother to come and fetch him home =) Phew Hope you are alright ahx. It's second day of taking the pay le, still the same return brandon some money and i'm broke LOL. Still can survier bahx at least won't eat grass LOL hope everything will be fine nor =)
Friday, April 30, 2010
Damn bored
May 1st
Yawn =( wake up so early oso no use. later still need to go work wor =( hmm i think i go rest awhile later go work early bahx =) seen nth to do oso wor. Hmmm shld work hard play hard. Think of going oversea nehx kind of bored in singapore. Think find a off day ride bike go malaysia bahx. O today is pay day nehx hahax think will go enjoy awhile bahx =)
Yawn =( wake up so early oso no use. later still need to go work wor =( hmm i think i go rest awhile later go work early bahx =) seen nth to do oso wor. Hmmm shld work hard play hard. Think of going oversea nehx kind of bored in singapore. Think find a off day ride bike go malaysia bahx. O today is pay day nehx hahax think will go enjoy awhile bahx =)
Wednesday, April 28, 2010
雨天
天色已变，乌云朝着我们的方向来了。
沉默的希望你能不离开，雨下了！！！
你要走了，也带走所有的快乐。
我们甜蜜的片段全都毁了。
而我的泪，忍住不敢坠落。
当你放开了手 离开的时候。
有没有一点舍不得我。
我的心在黑暗中守侯，你确已经远远离开我！
我的泪就相雨一样掉落。
给不开心的人写的哦！！！
沉默的希望你能不离开，雨下了！！！
你要走了，也带走所有的快乐。
我们甜蜜的片段全都毁了。
而我的泪，忍住不敢坠落。
当你放开了手 离开的时候。
有没有一点舍不得我。
我的心在黑暗中守侯，你确已经远远离开我！
我的泪就相雨一样掉落。
给不开心的人写的哦！！！
So aimless
April 28
Haiz everyday work,work,work,work and work. I wonder how come my off day become more and more far away wor =( At work place play 3 round of pool wif cindy, bet who lose treat lunch. Damn it i lose by hit the ball to the wrong pocket make me had to treat her eat sad =( after the whole game notice i not even doing my job at all. faster clean my bar restock everything shag. After work went to meet felix actually decide to go rounding but i think can save it le no ppl going so went to rest. Now come and blog alittle. Times realli past fast, without notice i aready 22years old le =( All those pri sch classmate aready grown up some aready got kids man. shocking wor =) wonder is it shotgun de LOL. Duno when they will start to plan the gathering oso. So eager to meeting u all nehx =) duno how ur life been going wor. Most people are living happily wif their life. wid their gf or bf, some working as stylist hahax Haiz i feel like my life is so aimless nth to achiving also. Something remind me while i view some of my friend photo notice, i actually think GW is realli good wor. My class xiao hua once is his gf wor, and now becoming more and more pretty de siew ling oso his ex hahax i wonder which classmate he will go this time. Like last time i still think song ling will become pretty hahax as i expected. I think i blog until here le =)
Haiz everyday work,work,work,work and work. I wonder how come my off day become more and more far away wor =( At work place play 3 round of pool wif cindy, bet who lose treat lunch. Damn it i lose by hit the ball to the wrong pocket make me had to treat her eat sad =( after the whole game notice i not even doing my job at all. faster clean my bar restock everything shag. After work went to meet felix actually decide to go rounding but i think can save it le no ppl going so went to rest. Now come and blog alittle. Times realli past fast, without notice i aready 22years old le =( All those pri sch classmate aready grown up some aready got kids man. shocking wor =) wonder is it shotgun de LOL. Duno when they will start to plan the gathering oso. So eager to meeting u all nehx =) duno how ur life been going wor. Most people are living happily wif their life. wid their gf or bf, some working as stylist hahax Haiz i feel like my life is so aimless nth to achiving also. Something remind me while i view some of my friend photo notice, i actually think GW is realli good wor. My class xiao hua once is his gf wor, and now becoming more and more pretty de siew ling oso his ex hahax i wonder which classmate he will go this time. Like last time i still think song ling will become pretty hahax as i expected. I think i blog until here le =)
Tuesday, April 27, 2010
Last off of the month
April 27
Today i can finally slp until late afternoon so good =) wake up play iphone and went out to meet ah kun heee. Finally have a healthly lifestyle so good hee. Think shld do some house chores today le haiz tml still work wor =) faster get pay and clear the stupid debt arbo very fan ar!!!
Play while i can and live happiness to the max =) Great right!!!
Today i can finally slp until late afternoon so good =) wake up play iphone and went out to meet ah kun heee. Finally have a healthly lifestyle so good hee. Think shld do some house chores today le haiz tml still work wor =) faster get pay and clear the stupid debt arbo very fan ar!!!
Play while i can and live happiness to the max =) Great right!!!
Sunday, April 25, 2010
Cannot slp
April 25
Good news =) Now is for me to come back to my usual self =) Hope this time is the last time. I wish to stay a peaceful life =) Went to work as usual so nth to brag abt. After work meet Desmond they all at 401 and have some drink and went home. Decide to slp de but lie on bed turn here and there. Left or right jiu shi cannot slp haiz. So come and blog =) Btw hope all my primary school friend are fine and good. Wish can hold a gathering earlier bahx. Good Nite Sweet dream.
Good news =) Now is for me to come back to my usual self =) Hope this time is the last time. I wish to stay a peaceful life =) Went to work as usual so nth to brag abt. After work meet Desmond they all at 401 and have some drink and went home. Decide to slp de but lie on bed turn here and there. Left or right jiu shi cannot slp haiz. So come and blog =) Btw hope all my primary school friend are fine and good. Wish can hold a gathering earlier bahx. Good Nite Sweet dream.
Saturday, April 24, 2010
Support
April 24 Glad
As usual went to work, stupid thing is when i ride my bike out of the stupid gantry the sky start to pour and make me becoming a soaked chicken =( make a u-turn and head home to change decide to take cab but under budget so take bus to work =) Done my stuff and play Iphone until 7+ times to work Heee. After work went to tua chit chat awhile and went home. I'm glad that friend's are supporting me, realli appricate alot =) You all are my family, when i nid the support u all are always there thx u so much Heee. Ying so suprise to see u tag =)
Everyone don't worry i will settle myself by this month and i'm back to usual self LOL. Time's to slp Tml will be a good day for me =)
The era of the dream is set by everyone. Believe in it and never doubt it, Free yourself to the ambitions!!!
As usual went to work, stupid thing is when i ride my bike out of the stupid gantry the sky start to pour and make me becoming a soaked chicken =( make a u-turn and head home to change decide to take cab but under budget so take bus to work =) Done my stuff and play Iphone until 7+ times to work Heee. After work went to tua chit chat awhile and went home. I'm glad that friend's are supporting me, realli appricate alot =) You all are my family, when i nid the support u all are always there thx u so much Heee. Ying so suprise to see u tag =)
Everyone don't worry i will settle myself by this month and i'm back to usual self LOL. Time's to slp Tml will be a good day for me =)
The era of the dream is set by everyone. Believe in it and never doubt it, Free yourself to the ambitions!!!
Friday, April 23, 2010
Brandon came
April 23
Such a tired day in the morning desmond say wan come my hse and slack -_-"" actually is ask abt game de stuff and we play zeonia in the end LOL ard afternoon i went to work le heee. At night Brandon came to jazzy support me heee so kind of him ahx come and drink =) Brandon i noe i own u money LOL but i return u de, don worry at least 1/2 of it =) The whole day is fun and tired but ard midnight 1+ am i notice wah so many comment in my blog lehx how surpirsing wor =) Now i explain everything out if u still think i accusing u den i got nth to say!!!! From the start we noe each other i noe u are good tat lend me the money I appricate it But now I tell u.
First, Regarding abt the post i din delete and i not saying u if u think it u, den so be it. 2: I aready told u tat night when i called u back din i, i told u i oso suffering not, i like eating grass derek own me the bike repair fee, and ur sis own me the money correct? I did told u let me find i aready in difficulties aready wat!!! I having problem, I only din say wat problem but it okay i take it. I ask u to take from derek when u called the second time din i, i say if he willing to return i'm okay. But where got ppl ask for me like u, keep asking and pushing. I tot i told u ask ur sister my suitation aready!!!! Maybe u don care or u realli juz WAN UR BIKE!!! Third It true i shld'nt blame everything on you or jia lin. But u step in my shoe and think!! U call derek to return the money but u got think tat money is he got extra de or haven pay the house loan!!! Yea correct u din noe... So i in this suitation i shld find who? Comfirm is ask ur sister to return money lahx arbo wat ask u to take out the money ahx!!! com'on this is command sense okay!!! I standing in a good reason. If someone disagree with me den okay i apologise but tell u first i din owe u anything now and u say don come find ur sister RIGHT okay!!! There onli 1 way u think reasonable anot. Seen derek wan to cover everything from her i accept!!! Don say i nt good, SO i now in nid of money I WAN TO TAKE BACK NOW is that fair? For jia lin from the start how u promise me? Now u doing this kind of thing to me okay fine. At least i noe who u are. Maybe u forget wat u say to me. I told u money is i lend u de, room i say i onli rent u becoz we are friend but seen like it different way. U from the start din treat me as friend. I'm fine so consider i beg u lahx return me the money can? PLS wan me to knee down in front of u?
Such a tired day in the morning desmond say wan come my hse and slack -_-"" actually is ask abt game de stuff and we play zeonia in the end LOL ard afternoon i went to work le heee. At night Brandon came to jazzy support me heee so kind of him ahx come and drink =) Brandon i noe i own u money LOL but i return u de, don worry at least 1/2 of it =) The whole day is fun and tired but ard midnight 1+ am i notice wah so many comment in my blog lehx how surpirsing wor =) Now i explain everything out if u still think i accusing u den i got nth to say!!!! From the start we noe each other i noe u are good tat lend me the money I appricate it But now I tell u.
First, Regarding abt the post i din delete and i not saying u if u think it u, den so be it. 2: I aready told u tat night when i called u back din i, i told u i oso suffering not, i like eating grass derek own me the bike repair fee, and ur sis own me the money correct? I did told u let me find i aready in difficulties aready wat!!! I having problem, I only din say wat problem but it okay i take it. I ask u to take from derek when u called the second time din i, i say if he willing to return i'm okay. But where got ppl ask for me like u, keep asking and pushing. I tot i told u ask ur sister my suitation aready!!!! Maybe u don care or u realli juz WAN UR BIKE!!! Third It true i shld'nt blame everything on you or jia lin. But u step in my shoe and think!! U call derek to return the money but u got think tat money is he got extra de or haven pay the house loan!!! Yea correct u din noe... So i in this suitation i shld find who? Comfirm is ask ur sister to return money lahx arbo wat ask u to take out the money ahx!!! com'on this is command sense okay!!! I standing in a good reason. If someone disagree with me den okay i apologise but tell u first i din owe u anything now and u say don come find ur sister RIGHT okay!!! There onli 1 way u think reasonable anot. Seen derek wan to cover everything from her i accept!!! Don say i nt good, SO i now in nid of money I WAN TO TAKE BACK NOW is that fair? For jia lin from the start how u promise me? Now u doing this kind of thing to me okay fine. At least i noe who u are. Maybe u forget wat u say to me. I told u money is i lend u de, room i say i onli rent u becoz we are friend but seen like it different way. U from the start din treat me as friend. I'm fine so consider i beg u lahx return me the money can? PLS wan me to knee down in front of u?
Thursday, April 22, 2010
Hope everything go smoothly
April 22
Today went Aid asking for help =) They say trying their very best to do it =) Thx u for those who supporting me, i realli gladful abt it =) I realli appricate it!!! What i left is u all le. Friend's are my onli family i can say. Once i back to usual self i wont forget u all de Heee Ah Kun, Brandon, Desmond, Melvin, Claudia, eunice Jie, Sally Jie, Joyce Jie, Roy and Norman.... I got problem onli U all are helping me.... Nt say much although Derek is nt helping me but he oso trying his best to return the money he own. I oso will say thx. Live tgt die tgt Bahx!!!
True Friend's always will come. When everyone left u behind!!!
Today went Aid asking for help =) They say trying their very best to do it =) Thx u for those who supporting me, i realli gladful abt it =) I realli appricate it!!! What i left is u all le. Friend's are my onli family i can say. Once i back to usual self i wont forget u all de Heee Ah Kun, Brandon, Desmond, Melvin, Claudia, eunice Jie, Sally Jie, Joyce Jie, Roy and Norman.... I got problem onli U all are helping me.... Nt say much although Derek is nt helping me but he oso trying his best to return the money he own. I oso will say thx. Live tgt die tgt Bahx!!!
True Friend's always will come. When everyone left u behind!!!
Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Stress
Why no one is giving me the chance? Flat is waitng to be seal, wonder derek can find the money to pay the loans? I realli in a problem of money again Why? When i was quite rich no problem coming... When i going to broke problem start!!! I realli gasping for air =( Stress of money again. Thought it was settle so can relax and work with my life but now. I having all the difficulties, who going to save me? It not a small amout of money okay, 1 time u wan me to find 1k where can i find it? Ah kun say help me find 150 desmond oso!! Brandon oso say need can help!!! I myself had 200 add together i still lack of 500. I think after this problem realli make mine mind!!! I treat you all so good and you are taking all the advantage of me WTF okay since u all start this thing Don't blame me, You all are pushing ur luck!!!! Lastly I feel guilty and lose of courage of telling Brandon sad that i cannot return him the money Deeply apologise!!!
Unlucky day
April 21 sucks
After work quarrel with brother regarding about house problem had to settle soon!!! Say HDB is coming to sieze the flat if he still don pay any cent =( And say wat the hell happen, Derek y own the loans still don wan return and keep say i use the money to return others. Wat the hell, it make me fuse up!!! I settle the stuff wif derek le!!!! But Brother told me by tml he need the money how i going to find such a big sum in 1 day u think i print money??? WTF it burning in my heart. So i got no other choice seen from the start is someone do it den i got no other choice to force others to return me.... People is don giving me the chance and why shld i!!! When ppl in nid of help i help them. When i having a problem who going to help me!!! About the problem it make me burning. What thing is more impt!!! Bike or my house you can force me to return ur money until like tat!!! Think who is suffering right now!!! And which of my blog say i don wan to return you!!! Idiot Still ask GF to ask for it, what kind of person is this.
Guang Z****, say the fact' True i own u money $500!!! But in any of my blog or msg say i don wan to return U!!! No right, plus i'm the 1 who r suffering and you only need the money to buy ur bike is that a good reason??? Secondly I in need of money but i oso din force anyone to return me the money like tat!!! third Jia lin is your real sister not mine!! without the second thought i help her, she in need a place to stay i help, she in need of money i help at the end. Who are the one who climb up to my head? Is this the way you call friend? If my flat gone you are part of it!!!!
After work quarrel with brother regarding about house problem had to settle soon!!! Say HDB is coming to sieze the flat if he still don pay any cent =( And say wat the hell happen, Derek y own the loans still don wan return and keep say i use the money to return others. Wat the hell, it make me fuse up!!! I settle the stuff wif derek le!!!! But Brother told me by tml he need the money how i going to find such a big sum in 1 day u think i print money??? WTF it burning in my heart. So i got no other choice seen from the start is someone do it den i got no other choice to force others to return me.... People is don giving me the chance and why shld i!!! When ppl in nid of help i help them. When i having a problem who going to help me!!! About the problem it make me burning. What thing is more impt!!! Bike or my house you can force me to return ur money until like tat!!! Think who is suffering right now!!! And which of my blog say i don wan to return you!!! Idiot Still ask GF to ask for it, what kind of person is this.
Guang Z****, say the fact' True i own u money $500!!! But in any of my blog or msg say i don wan to return U!!! No right, plus i'm the 1 who r suffering and you only need the money to buy ur bike is that a good reason??? Secondly I in need of money but i oso din force anyone to return me the money like tat!!! third Jia lin is your real sister not mine!! without the second thought i help her, she in need a place to stay i help, she in need of money i help at the end. Who are the one who climb up to my head? Is this the way you call friend? If my flat gone you are part of it!!!!
Back to work
april 19
Back to work and finally can ride my bike back le HEHE!!!!! But eunice ask me to company her go Lookers again coz customer ask them to go haiz!!! shag but i say le. I wanted to ride bike home so i not drinking at all so don blame me ahx =) After everything go eat huan le xiao chu and Home sweet Home le =) Haiz reach home alot of thing happen so nt decide to mention now Good night!!!!
Back to work and finally can ride my bike back le HEHE!!!!! But eunice ask me to company her go Lookers again coz customer ask them to go haiz!!! shag but i say le. I wanted to ride bike home so i not drinking at all so don blame me ahx =) After everything go eat huan le xiao chu and Home sweet Home le =) Haiz reach home alot of thing happen so nt decide to mention now Good night!!!!
Finally
Finally wait until my next off le so happy can ride bike go back oso HEee. My bike is being parking at jazzy personal car park for almost 1 week hahax. It being a long time seen i having being riding my bike le so miss it. Hope everything will be fine wor. After a long slp in the morning till after i miss the chance to meet xiao gui and scolded by her so ke lian of me nehx =( I apologise for tat sorry tat i put u areoplane!!!! At night meet wei zhi go eat suki sushi and go pit stop have a drink!!!! After norman came went to U pub but no dancer at there so we open a tower to drink!!!! So funny we break our first record at U pub Last time!!!! We drink a tower use 17 to 18 min to finish it and change other place. This time oso, we finish up the tower within 12 min tat break our previous record LOL. After finish the tower we change to Lookers hehex Wei zhi open a tower at there this time i and norman realli cannot le.... We are very full and wanted to vomit liao. Abit drunk le so we realli is slowly drink, The tower realli din move lor. Is like feeding a goldfish in the tower!!!! So i tell norman we got no right of saying other's tat drink beer like feed goldfish le becoz we are doing the same today hahax. Ard 2plus we went back and realli cnnt finish the tower at all, Coz we previous went to 2 places and drink so we realli cnnt make it le. So left home and slp. O almost forget!!! Lookers dancer nv even come to our table and ask us to buy shot make me abit angry wor like we very poor nehx =( But nv Norman say the dancer is catching big fish we onli a few goldfish so they nt interested!!!!
Off day
April 13
Today is my off day hahax went to meet brandon in the evening have dinner wif him and ah yong at Rivervale mall. After that went to his house and slack awhile and wait for melvin to done his stuff. After everything we went down to RCD LOL This time we open 3 bottle of courvioser again!!! It a let's drink party and we drink quite alot oso hahax. After tat norman came and drink. After we finish up our drinking session we notice it the same we left 1 and a half bottle again hahax. O remeber something a dancer duno wat name keep asking me to buy shot and say help ur ex gf buy shot lehx.... I ask how she noe she keep say i noe u noe can le!!!! It make me feel Uncomfortable!!! It past story and i nv see her b4 wonder how she knew it. But still buy lor!!!! Help her is wat i can do le bahx =) Brandon oso waste alot of money in buying shot too hahax =) Enjoy Drinking buddies, Melvin drinking oso got alot of thing to learn so careful wor!!! Wait 1 day find trouble if u continue the way of showing courtesy to others is like finding fault wif other guys nehx Good luck =)
Today is my off day hahax went to meet brandon in the evening have dinner wif him and ah yong at Rivervale mall. After that went to his house and slack awhile and wait for melvin to done his stuff. After everything we went down to RCD LOL This time we open 3 bottle of courvioser again!!! It a let's drink party and we drink quite alot oso hahax. After tat norman came and drink. After we finish up our drinking session we notice it the same we left 1 and a half bottle again hahax. O remeber something a dancer duno wat name keep asking me to buy shot and say help ur ex gf buy shot lehx.... I ask how she noe she keep say i noe u noe can le!!!! It make me feel Uncomfortable!!! It past story and i nv see her b4 wonder how she knew it. But still buy lor!!!! Help her is wat i can do le bahx =) Brandon oso waste alot of money in buying shot too hahax =) Enjoy Drinking buddies, Melvin drinking oso got alot of thing to learn so careful wor!!! Wait 1 day find trouble if u continue the way of showing courtesy to others is like finding fault wif other guys nehx Good luck =)
Joyce birthday
April 12
Today is joyce celebrate her birthday at jazzy 51 =) Happy birthday to you!!!!
alot of customer come celebrate her at jazzy 51 make me so busy!!! A customer name Ah lan buy 9 bottle of martell nehx Cool =) The birthday cake oso quite big heeex. everyone is having fun wor... I had take some picture, and video but the video cnnt be post so lets see some of the picture bahx!!!! i notice tat i din take her OMG!!!
Today is joyce celebrate her birthday at jazzy 51 =) Happy birthday to you!!!!
alot of customer come celebrate her at jazzy 51 make me so busy!!! A customer name Ah lan buy 9 bottle of martell nehx Cool =) The birthday cake oso quite big heeex. everyone is having fun wor... I had take some picture, and video but the video cnnt be post so lets see some of the picture bahx!!!! i notice tat i din take her OMG!!!
Saturday, April 10, 2010
Off day
April 9
Today is my off day wooo, Finally off liao i have been working from last month 31st until now den have my first off..... Meet xiao gui, melvin at hg mall for lunch and waited for hui qing to reach!!!! after tat had a little chatting time.... Decide to watch movie tgt so waitied for melvin to reach, wah damn slow lor he.... finally reach le watch the huo long. Story line nt bad but ending is sux nth mention abt the title until the last part haiz.... After finish our movie at causeway point, went back to sk wif qing and melvin.... Went to meet brandon at cp ard 9 to 10 plus =) Having some mac spicy and it times to enjoy YEAH!!!! Me, Brandon, Johnny and melvin went to RCD tgt open 3 bottle of courvioser and take out balance wah the whole table is full of liqour man..... Tot can drink finish coz the time is onli 12+am we already finish 1 bottle but Until 1 am Norman, Kenny and Manager Roy came.... This time realli alot ppl nor.... Roy take out macallan and gif us drink wah shag man!!!!!!!!!!!!! Our drink is realli cannot finish, we all enjoy drinking chit chat tok to girls and see show!!!! When going to end our drinking session show start... Fighting wor, Nice man.... See the cups, jug and bottle flying ard and who noe's Roy was inside to help bouncer stop them coz his the manager ahx. I and Norman faster wanted to go in help he say no nid.... After everything we had our Bak ku teh at balastier..... Finally home sweet home!!!!!!!!!!
Today is my off day wooo, Finally off liao i have been working from last month 31st until now den have my first off..... Meet xiao gui, melvin at hg mall for lunch and waited for hui qing to reach!!!! after tat had a little chatting time.... Decide to watch movie tgt so waitied for melvin to reach, wah damn slow lor he.... finally reach le watch the huo long. Story line nt bad but ending is sux nth mention abt the title until the last part haiz.... After finish our movie at causeway point, went back to sk wif qing and melvin.... Went to meet brandon at cp ard 9 to 10 plus =) Having some mac spicy and it times to enjoy YEAH!!!! Me, Brandon, Johnny and melvin went to RCD tgt open 3 bottle of courvioser and take out balance wah the whole table is full of liqour man..... Tot can drink finish coz the time is onli 12+am we already finish 1 bottle but Until 1 am Norman, Kenny and Manager Roy came.... This time realli alot ppl nor.... Roy take out macallan and gif us drink wah shag man!!!!!!!!!!!!! Our drink is realli cannot finish, we all enjoy drinking chit chat tok to girls and see show!!!! When going to end our drinking session show start... Fighting wor, Nice man.... See the cups, jug and bottle flying ard and who noe's Roy was inside to help bouncer stop them coz his the manager ahx. I and Norman faster wanted to go in help he say no nid.... After everything we had our Bak ku teh at balastier..... Finally home sweet home!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, April 8, 2010
I'm tired
April 8
Totally shag like hell wor..... This few days keep going out to drink ahx drink ah drink..... Drink until very shag.... liver oso cannot ta han liao =( Ytd went down to lookers wif eunice they all, drink abit den jiu go eat at 欢乐小橱 at geylang hehex the food quite nice wor. After eating i and norman go down oasis and drink..... Wah fucking tired le coz eat too full le feel like slping liao shag man!!!! At the end oso drink until 5+ am OMG and head back to slp wor... Faster went to slp in the afternoon still need to meet claudia and hui qing nehx.... =)
Totally shag like hell wor..... This few days keep going out to drink ahx drink ah drink..... Drink until very shag.... liver oso cannot ta han liao =( Ytd went down to lookers wif eunice they all, drink abit den jiu go eat at 欢乐小橱 at geylang hehex the food quite nice wor. After eating i and norman go down oasis and drink..... Wah fucking tired le coz eat too full le feel like slping liao shag man!!!! At the end oso drink until 5+ am OMG and head back to slp wor... Faster went to slp in the afternoon still need to meet claudia and hui qing nehx.... =)
Wednesday, April 7, 2010
Remember till i die
When i was 12years old my mum had lukemia, haiz totally sad and scare. I was so young and my father was such a useless guy!!! So totally lost of my life onli hope mummy can be alright.. She try her very best to fight with her illness becoz of her 2 son!!!! me and my brother... He slowly can stable her life to almost recover... until i grow up, i think i was ard 18++ almost in NS if i not wrong... we had a small chatting ... Mummy say going to ns le wor means grow up liao nehx don everything do thing without using brain... Don't everytime go out wif girl... When u cannot even feed urself and don go and destory other family daughter life LOL!!! When u can feed yourself don like ur father totally useless. Cannot even earn a single cent home and keep stay at home slp. Actually most of the women are same, What a girl or women need is juz a support when they are having difficultly or sad!!! They no need a man to be by their side, Friends or Family as long is someone can gif them the support they can go single forever!!! Until now i still remember, coz i see my father treat my mum like fuck!!!! so i wont follow his footstep and always treat the girl the best if i can unless she realli nt worth it!!!!!
Life is like monopoly
Life is like monopoly.... U start wif a 1k bucks and start ur life..... Who know when u decide to buy land tat u wanted. It already been bought and u have to pay for it!!!! when u started to give up of buying the most expensive land the boardway!!!! they gif u the chance card to straight away land on the boardway (most exp land) but u got nt enough money to buy it so end up bidding!!! U lose and ur oppenent bought it so can totally gif up.... Who noe the fellow who board it land on others land and lose by bankrupt and u got the chance to get it!!!!! u earn so hard juz to bought the land's and u are nearby u enter the fade box ask to go 1 round straight to jail no pass goal no bill out WTF and ur oppenent buy it right after ur turn!!!! That's our life, when target something and not fast enough to do it. U will lose it, and when u start to give up ur target or dream they give u the chance!!!! when u prepare to do it, Fade don allow u to do it.... So u can totally gif up again!!! Target, Ambitions, Dream is set and when u want it no matter how difficult it is u had to Go for it!!!! so life will never regret!!! but life is torturing us they always gif u the fake chance and dissapoinnted ur life wif totally 0 moreal!!!!
Back to myself
April 7
Today is the day tat i earn back watever i need, Happiness i have found... I phone i get back, lack of my bike and my 1k debt so try harder to solve this 2 and i back to my ownself clearing every single cent tat i had own outside few so happy =) Except for the 2 smallest debt i haven clear brandon and Guang zhong u 2 r my 1k debt =(
Went to RCD today again, haha this month i have been going down at least 4 to 5 times le, Duno y i guess it my home ground bahx.... Today i saw eva is working, so i say it b4 and i will nv change i will still support her =) Buy 4shot from her tot can relax le... who noes sliver oso asking me to buy yawn.... buy 2 shot again and norman buy 2 from her too!!!! after awhile jasmine came wah more worst asking me to buy shot again =( Pain nor..... this time is 5shot nehx haiz she ask me to help her buy next time she return me, den i say okay nor!!!! Hiaz i think she will forget nahx.... so treat it as i buy nor when she rmb den return me nor !!!!! After tat send the little princess Yingz go back coz she drunk le, so send her safetly reach home.... Tat end of today!!!!!
Girl U drrink too much le, today wat u say i treat it as i din hear anything when u realli sober den tok to me bahx.... My problem i can solve myself, thx for ur concern and i fine right now.... I realli don wish anything tat happen again i like the way like this... Sometimes i realli think of gaining more but it okay =) as long as u r happy at this state den it alright.... If u forget wat i say b4 i told u again!!! I will nv neglect u and treat u the best which i can do it!!!! Last i will nv make u cry!!!! Until now i nv break any of my promise!!!!
Today is the day tat i earn back watever i need, Happiness i have found... I phone i get back, lack of my bike and my 1k debt so try harder to solve this 2 and i back to my ownself clearing every single cent tat i had own outside few so happy =) Except for the 2 smallest debt i haven clear brandon and Guang zhong u 2 r my 1k debt =(
Went to RCD today again, haha this month i have been going down at least 4 to 5 times le, Duno y i guess it my home ground bahx.... Today i saw eva is working, so i say it b4 and i will nv change i will still support her =) Buy 4shot from her tot can relax le... who noes sliver oso asking me to buy yawn.... buy 2 shot again and norman buy 2 from her too!!!! after awhile jasmine came wah more worst asking me to buy shot again =( Pain nor..... this time is 5shot nehx haiz she ask me to help her buy next time she return me, den i say okay nor!!!! Hiaz i think she will forget nahx.... so treat it as i buy nor when she rmb den return me nor !!!!! After tat send the little princess Yingz go back coz she drunk le, so send her safetly reach home.... Tat end of today!!!!!
Girl U drrink too much le, today wat u say i treat it as i din hear anything when u realli sober den tok to me bahx.... My problem i can solve myself, thx for ur concern and i fine right now.... I realli don wish anything tat happen again i like the way like this... Sometimes i realli think of gaining more but it okay =) as long as u r happy at this state den it alright.... If u forget wat i say b4 i told u again!!! I will nv neglect u and treat u the best which i can do it!!!! Last i will nv make u cry!!!! Until now i nv break any of my promise!!!!
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
Sian
I not longer the same old ronald anymore.... Feel so lonely and unhappy, cannot manage to cheer myself up =( Tot drinking is the best thing to solve it but seen like nth can help.... I oso wanted to noe wat thing happen until now i still searching for the ans of y am i so bored of my life and how come i cannot make myself happy like last time? What actually happen to me? is it money problem tat make me feel like tat? Or i long time did not ride my bike le? haiz =( I oso trying very hard to make myself happy. So i trying very hard to get back wat i lost Like I Phone, Bike, Money, And lastly my happiness!!! Slowly i will get back wat i shld get Confident, cheerful and Guts.... I shld learn how to think abt myself den think of others.... Been a good person is always on the disadvantage =( Hope everything is fine =)
Monday, April 5, 2010
Who am i
April 6
Before going to bed blog abt myself =( I oso duno wat happen to me... I don't like this feeling, bored of my life, nth better to do except work. Alot of thing kept in my heart..... I feel like letting it out but i scare people will laugh at me. I no longer the same old Ronald anymore tat seldom happy go lucky. Xiao gui i feel like having a chat wif u wor.... Bu chance we can chat abt it right Tata
Before going to bed blog abt myself =( I oso duno wat happen to me... I don't like this feeling, bored of my life, nth better to do except work. Alot of thing kept in my heart..... I feel like letting it out but i scare people will laugh at me. I no longer the same old Ronald anymore tat seldom happy go lucky. Xiao gui i feel like having a chat wif u wor.... Bu chance we can chat abt it right Tata
Sunday, April 4, 2010
Human learn new stuff fast when onli they are interested, Once they get bored on that. They will go find something more interesting.
What type of person consider good? Someone that cherish the old and never neglect the new!
What type of husband consider good? When they remember, there are someone at home waiting for them.
What type of wife consider good? When they know how to take the money and stop their nagging.
What kind of women consider good? When they understand why man need to go out for entertainment.
What kind of man consider good? When they don't go for entertainment program!!!
What type of person consider good? Someone that cherish the old and never neglect the new!
What type of husband consider good? When they remember, there are someone at home waiting for them.
What type of wife consider good? When they know how to take the money and stop their nagging.
What kind of women consider good? When they understand why man need to go out for entertainment.
What kind of man consider good? When they don't go for entertainment program!!!
Long Time
April 5th Shag
It been a long time, seen i have blog anything =( This few days i so busy working wor due to public Hoilday. Being to alot of places to drink so and so...... Until ytd went to RCD celebrate jeri Birthday LOL... Wanted to make him drunk de but at the Roy let him go say today will gif him crawl out of Jazzy pub LOL. For the time being everyone is asking me for money and i not willing to return, and by any reason anyoone can ask me return him money except you. Coz the fellow who own me money u oso noe so too bad.... Hmmm O in the morning go pay visit to Papa, mama haiz. I noe i not good seldom go and pay a respect. Hope to burn de stuff u can recieve and hope everything go smooth for me Nor. Lastly I hope my bike faster come back it too ex to take cab almost everyday wor =(
Happy Birthday to you Jeri Hope everything come true to you and let's hit the 200 target LOL
It been a long time, seen i have blog anything =( This few days i so busy working wor due to public Hoilday. Being to alot of places to drink so and so...... Until ytd went to RCD celebrate jeri Birthday LOL... Wanted to make him drunk de but at the Roy let him go say today will gif him crawl out of Jazzy pub LOL. For the time being everyone is asking me for money and i not willing to return, and by any reason anyoone can ask me return him money except you. Coz the fellow who own me money u oso noe so too bad.... Hmmm O in the morning go pay visit to Papa, mama haiz. I noe i not good seldom go and pay a respect. Hope to burn de stuff u can recieve and hope everything go smooth for me Nor. Lastly I hope my bike faster come back it too ex to take cab almost everyday wor =(
Happy Birthday to you Jeri Hope everything come true to you and let's hit the 200 target LOL
Thursday, April 1, 2010
Lookers
April 1st
Today is april fool day as usual, had to go work Heee. Finally get tips le ard 300+ quite good wor.... After work went to lookers wif joyce they all haiz.... damn sian i don't feel like going lor very tired le. Go there say hi to those customer and chit chat awhile wif them.... Had a small conversation wif eunice say how come Roy din scold u for anything??? He seen like don't care abt u wor. Isit becoz eunice intro me in? I oso duno juz tat, i think he busy wif his thing so din bother to come find my fault bahx =)
Today is april fool day as usual, had to go work Heee. Finally get tips le ard 300+ quite good wor.... After work went to lookers wif joyce they all haiz.... damn sian i don't feel like going lor very tired le. Go there say hi to those customer and chit chat awhile wif them.... Had a small conversation wif eunice say how come Roy din scold u for anything??? He seen like don't care abt u wor. Isit becoz eunice intro me in? I oso duno juz tat, i think he busy wif his thing so din bother to come find my fault bahx =)
Wednesday, March 31, 2010
Working life
March 31
Today is my off day yawn.... Thought can rest at home in peace or go out wif friend =( who's noe day by day start to don't like to work there.... it like once they noe who u r they start to had conflict with you WTF lor.... Say Y i work so slow ar cannot u faster abit take a stock use 20min replinesh stock take 15min record down balance bottle take 10min the whole job u take 45min.... Hey u all onli noe how to say... show me lahx u say master got teach u anot... okay basically he teach nth all is i learn by myself, say nice is he teach, say nt nice is he just a fucking useless guy who onli noe how to drink and left me inside the fucking bar!!! After this month i sure show attitude de.... coz there r juz a bastard =( Taking advantage of me haiz forget it lahx =(
Be happy jiu can le LOL
Today is my off day yawn.... Thought can rest at home in peace or go out wif friend =( who's noe day by day start to don't like to work there.... it like once they noe who u r they start to had conflict with you WTF lor.... Say Y i work so slow ar cannot u faster abit take a stock use 20min replinesh stock take 15min record down balance bottle take 10min the whole job u take 45min.... Hey u all onli noe how to say... show me lahx u say master got teach u anot... okay basically he teach nth all is i learn by myself, say nice is he teach, say nt nice is he just a fucking useless guy who onli noe how to drink and left me inside the fucking bar!!! After this month i sure show attitude de.... coz there r juz a bastard =( Taking advantage of me haiz forget it lahx =(
Be happy jiu can le LOL
Monday, March 29, 2010
Off day
March 30
Today suppose to be my off dat de nor idiot but nvm lahx i got extra pay jiu can le..... hmmm it being a long time seen i have meet all my fren le, Hope our bonding still there wor..... Birthday pass le today is kai de birthday 30th wish him happy as always =) Lastly 2 more day is i working at jazzy 51 de first month le hehehex quite happy lahx but everytime make mistake wor.... someone say i at bar at cool LOL, I act cute i believe lahx act cool lehx =( okay tat all for today Stop taking any alcholic drink until april 3rd!!!
Today suppose to be my off dat de nor idiot but nvm lahx i got extra pay jiu can le..... hmmm it being a long time seen i have meet all my fren le, Hope our bonding still there wor..... Birthday pass le today is kai de birthday 30th wish him happy as always =) Lastly 2 more day is i working at jazzy 51 de first month le hehehex quite happy lahx but everytime make mistake wor.... someone say i at bar at cool LOL, I act cute i believe lahx act cool lehx =( okay tat all for today Stop taking any alcholic drink until april 3rd!!!
Saturday, March 27, 2010
Drunk
March 27
How come i get drunk sia.......... i realli don get it wah kao, i dont even feel any happiness at all lor wat happen tat day? reach ratchda at 10++ for taking my vip 2 table and first brandon melvin they all open 3 bottle of courvioser.... after tat all the xin tua buddy came.... open bottle by bottle haiz.... drink 1 shot wif vodka neat, 1 cour shot neat.... after tat alot alot more sec coming.... not i show off this the first time i drink until drunk like hell for no reason..... ppl say not in good mood drunk faster now i understand y =( haiz nvm seen it gone le i say so much oso no use!!!!! Thx for sending me home ah wei zhi!!!!! So sry the rest i cannot rmb =(
How come i get drunk sia.......... i realli don get it wah kao, i dont even feel any happiness at all lor wat happen tat day? reach ratchda at 10++ for taking my vip 2 table and first brandon melvin they all open 3 bottle of courvioser.... after tat all the xin tua buddy came.... open bottle by bottle haiz.... drink 1 shot wif vodka neat, 1 cour shot neat.... after tat alot alot more sec coming.... not i show off this the first time i drink until drunk like hell for no reason..... ppl say not in good mood drunk faster now i understand y =( haiz nvm seen it gone le i say so much oso no use!!!!! Thx for sending me home ah wei zhi!!!!! So sry the rest i cannot rmb =(
Thursday, March 25, 2010
Fucking tu lan
March 25
Damn tu lan lor. What have i done to own u all so much thing, i help u all but wat u all did to me.... I cannot tolerate anymore le. Being Nice to u all and u are taking advantage of me, i have giving u all alot of chance le!!!! Too bad if i do something bad to u all. It seen like u all are the one who find fault in it!!!!!
Damn tu lan lor. What have i done to own u all so much thing, i help u all but wat u all did to me.... I cannot tolerate anymore le. Being Nice to u all and u are taking advantage of me, i have giving u all alot of chance le!!!! Too bad if i do something bad to u all. It seen like u all are the one who find fault in it!!!!!
Birthday present
March 24 birthday present
Today is my birthday as usual go to work =) heex did not decide to take off coz feel like working.... Brandon, melvin and desmond came to my pub to celebrate birthday wif me hahax thx alot ahx... Keep ask me drink and wan me to get drunk =) after 1 bottle of martell and 5 jug of beer brandon cannot make it le =( still under own us 5 cup of beer LOL. Decide to change place to drink after work, my birthday present appear haiz shag lor 158 dollar of chivas gif Tu di gong drink LOL..... I accidently swing my arms and drop it sian all the way liao. After tat everyone ask me to go home first tml den settle this thing. Went to eat at the nearest coffee shop and went to mask 51 for second round bless hor =) Drink 1 more jug and brandon say he realli cannot le.... Melvin go vomit le and i damn high lor. Actually tot of drink 2 or 3 more de but seen like 3 of us going to die soon so went back home le =) this coming 27th had a celebration at Club ratchada wor. Hope those invited will come =) Ronald Happy birthday wish everything come true wor.
Today is my birthday as usual go to work =) heex did not decide to take off coz feel like working.... Brandon, melvin and desmond came to my pub to celebrate birthday wif me hahax thx alot ahx... Keep ask me drink and wan me to get drunk =) after 1 bottle of martell and 5 jug of beer brandon cannot make it le =( still under own us 5 cup of beer LOL. Decide to change place to drink after work, my birthday present appear haiz shag lor 158 dollar of chivas gif Tu di gong drink LOL..... I accidently swing my arms and drop it sian all the way liao. After tat everyone ask me to go home first tml den settle this thing. Went to eat at the nearest coffee shop and went to mask 51 for second round bless hor =) Drink 1 more jug and brandon say he realli cannot le.... Melvin go vomit le and i damn high lor. Actually tot of drink 2 or 3 more de but seen like 3 of us going to die soon so went back home le =) this coming 27th had a celebration at Club ratchada wor. Hope those invited will come =) Ronald Happy birthday wish everything come true wor.
Birthday Party
March 23 midnight
Yeah =) tml is my birthday feel so happy wor but i still went to work =(.... work until pass 12am is my birthday le. Everyone at there celebrate birthday wif me. Such a suprise tat they bring the cake up to the stage and sing birthday song on top of stage with everyone there wor. Include customer and those thai singer =) long time din hav such a fun le drink red wine wif grandmaster. After tat go drink at pub 678 and went home to slp =) Thx alot for those who say happy birthday to me wish u happy too =)
Yeah =) tml is my birthday feel so happy wor but i still went to work =(.... work until pass 12am is my birthday le. Everyone at there celebrate birthday wif me. Such a suprise tat they bring the cake up to the stage and sing birthday song on top of stage with everyone there wor. Include customer and those thai singer =) long time din hav such a fun le drink red wine wif grandmaster. After tat go drink at pub 678 and went home to slp =) Thx alot for those who say happy birthday to me wish u happy too =)
Sunday, March 21, 2010
Long slp
I wonder y everyone of my fren always has problem, it make me so unhappy abt it. Keep on wondering y there r like tis haiz. It seen like i start working Guo wei busy inside camp, xiao gui oso long time did not contact me le. Ah Kun did not call at all, Kai de hse got problem. Aiyo if i noe i don work le wor den everyone is like last time so happy rite!!!! I think tat all i wan to say =)
Saturday, March 20, 2010
3rd off day
March 21
Today is mine 3rd off day and it too tired for me now yawn =( haiz nobody to me oso. It being a long time i did not go relax le hope take pay le go relax awhile wor. I decide to sell away my iphone and i very disappointed in it and i lazy to mention abt tat, after all the phone oso quiet old le it time to change a better Iphone oso heee. I start to pity someone but nvm lahx seen result aready like tis wat for go mention it. My birthday is coming le wor heee feel so excited and i wonder got any good present anot. Hope to get a camera nehx, actually the most i wan is my gold chain.... Okay nth to brag abt le so good nite =)
女人的心比海底捞针还难！女人花心男人痛苦。
Today is mine 3rd off day and it too tired for me now yawn =( haiz nobody to me oso. It being a long time i did not go relax le hope take pay le go relax awhile wor. I decide to sell away my iphone and i very disappointed in it and i lazy to mention abt tat, after all the phone oso quiet old le it time to change a better Iphone oso heee. I start to pity someone but nvm lahx seen result aready like tis wat for go mention it. My birthday is coming le wor heee feel so excited and i wonder got any good present anot. Hope to get a camera nehx, actually the most i wan is my gold chain.... Okay nth to brag abt le so good nite =)
女人的心比海底捞针还难！女人花心男人痛苦。
Thursday, March 18, 2010
It sucks
March 18 Sucks
Today is not a very good day =( due to rainning my working uniform is wet and i got nth to wear for work. Reach work place ride sally to geylang pack peneng prawn mee LOL and hav a group eating =) After work went to still mansion to celebrate Singer first birthday and is kind of fun. People say mine house is abit dirty but i went to those singer hse is far more worst den mine lor LOL and chit chat awhile with them. So sadly Roy ask me about mine family, i juz told him everything i can say.... although feel abit irriated but still had to say. He keep saying 1day going to fuck me upside down, the more he say i feel like i din do anything u scold me i sure fight back de.... I have being working at there for 3weeks and this the first time i feel unhappy about it. Ask me to communicate with him more!!! Seen u are trying to find fault in me den i got nth to say if u say abt mine working speed is slow i agree, i still cannot cope up with it but i will try my best to do it and not let u find anything to say. actually i like mine way of doing but u did not gif me the ample time to do and such a confine space u have i realli hard to do. But after today chatting wif him i will be serious for now and stop playing wif it!!!!
Today is not a very good day =( due to rainning my working uniform is wet and i got nth to wear for work. Reach work place ride sally to geylang pack peneng prawn mee LOL and hav a group eating =) After work went to still mansion to celebrate Singer first birthday and is kind of fun. People say mine house is abit dirty but i went to those singer hse is far more worst den mine lor LOL and chit chat awhile with them. So sadly Roy ask me about mine family, i juz told him everything i can say.... although feel abit irriated but still had to say. He keep saying 1day going to fuck me upside down, the more he say i feel like i din do anything u scold me i sure fight back de.... I have being working at there for 3weeks and this the first time i feel unhappy about it. Ask me to communicate with him more!!! Seen u are trying to find fault in me den i got nth to say if u say abt mine working speed is slow i agree, i still cannot cope up with it but i will try my best to do it and not let u find anything to say. actually i like mine way of doing but u did not gif me the ample time to do and such a confine space u have i realli hard to do. But after today chatting wif him i will be serious for now and stop playing wif it!!!!
Wednesday, March 17, 2010
Serious
March 17
Such a scary day, today almost self skid on bike coz of a rock in the middle of the road. Luckily din fall, it make a large impact and land on the ground phew... Reach work place notice my grandmaster is back from his leave heee quite happy to see him back!!!! After work have a meeting and go out wif manger Roy to drink yawn. Sally say something abt me, i think she drunk liao but she seen to understand what kind of person i am. She say any girl with me will feel that i not serious no man hood, coz everything oso can joke ard =) I tell her, seen being a human y make it so serious. Y not make it a happier life, someone make u angry juz treat it as the fellow is dumb. But bascially i joke ard, it times to be serious i will. Just that i serious people will get frightened by it. I can be nice but i also very bad if i wanted to. No body in this world is all nice guy, 1 day will get angry. I think that all for it, no body truly understand me!!!
Such a scary day, today almost self skid on bike coz of a rock in the middle of the road. Luckily din fall, it make a large impact and land on the ground phew... Reach work place notice my grandmaster is back from his leave heee quite happy to see him back!!!! After work have a meeting and go out wif manger Roy to drink yawn. Sally say something abt me, i think she drunk liao but she seen to understand what kind of person i am. She say any girl with me will feel that i not serious no man hood, coz everything oso can joke ard =) I tell her, seen being a human y make it so serious. Y not make it a happier life, someone make u angry juz treat it as the fellow is dumb. But bascially i joke ard, it times to be serious i will. Just that i serious people will get frightened by it. I can be nice but i also very bad if i wanted to. No body in this world is all nice guy, 1 day will get angry. I think that all for it, no body truly understand me!!!
Tuesday, March 16, 2010
Cool man!!!!
Mar 16
Back from work after my off day LOL, But i kind of slow today everything is cope up... i ask them am i off for a month, how come i feel so strange nehx lol. Saw xiao xiong today wor they all come visit a singer fren at there but duno wat name.. stay until 11+ jiu go le hehex after all i get mine first tips today heee. It 200+ wor damn song nehx hahax tips aready so much but mine pay very less nehx haiz =( i think it times for me to slp le quite tiring today yawn!!!
Back from work after my off day LOL, But i kind of slow today everything is cope up... i ask them am i off for a month, how come i feel so strange nehx lol. Saw xiao xiong today wor they all come visit a singer fren at there but duno wat name.. stay until 11+ jiu go le hehex after all i get mine first tips today heee. It 200+ wor damn song nehx hahax tips aready so much but mine pay very less nehx haiz =( i think it times for me to slp le quite tiring today yawn!!!
Monday, March 15, 2010
男人女人
天地下没有十全十美的女人。
就拿一般的女孩来说
漂亮的不下厨，会下厨的不温柔
温柔的没主见，有主见的没女人味
有女人味的乱花钱，不会花钱不会打扮
会打扮的不放心 放心的肯定不能看。
男人也一样。
长的帅的不会赚钱，会赚钱的不顾家
顾家的没出息，有出息的不浪漫
浪漫的靠不住， 靠得住的肯定是个窝囊废。
就拿一般的女孩来说
漂亮的不下厨，会下厨的不温柔
温柔的没主见，有主见的没女人味
有女人味的乱花钱，不会花钱不会打扮
会打扮的不放心 放心的肯定不能看。
男人也一样。
长的帅的不会赚钱，会赚钱的不顾家
顾家的没出息，有出息的不浪漫
浪漫的靠不住， 靠得住的肯定是个窝囊废。
Sunday, March 14, 2010
Everyone has their on kind thinking, it just the matter of your point of view. How you going to set that point. Doesn't matter how people look at you, the most important thing is how you going to look at it. Someone can set their point limit to the lowest or maximum. E.G Someone can find a prosititue to become his wife but others cannot. Someone will never use a girl money except his mother but others just don't care. Don't care about other's just being yourself and don't mind how people look at you, as long as you think you are right that's it!!!
Post for fun
March 14
Yeah finally tml is my off day le so happy wor =) but joyce say i need to stand by wor. Today my old friend come visit me at jazzy 51 hahax feel so bad wor did not entertain u =( Chit chat awhile and tok cock wif him hahahax.... Today so sian lor at work place realli nth to do nor, keep toking wif vincent my colleague abt which thai girl pretty and y not hang flower LOL he realli go hang WTF lor!!! Finally i find someone got the same taste as me. Like girl tat older den us coz more mature wor hahax. Those thai singer at my work place say i very cute =( haiz means ke lian mei ren ai =( O my birthday is coming le wor =) i wonder i got any present for this year? Hope to get camera heee more and more old le wor haiz =( i think tat's all for today bahx nth to blog oso.
Yeah finally tml is my off day le so happy wor =) but joyce say i need to stand by wor. Today my old friend come visit me at jazzy 51 hahax feel so bad wor did not entertain u =( Chit chat awhile and tok cock wif him hahahax.... Today so sian lor at work place realli nth to do nor, keep toking wif vincent my colleague abt which thai girl pretty and y not hang flower LOL he realli go hang WTF lor!!! Finally i find someone got the same taste as me. Like girl tat older den us coz more mature wor hahax. Those thai singer at my work place say i very cute =( haiz means ke lian mei ren ai =( O my birthday is coming le wor =) i wonder i got any present for this year? Hope to get camera heee more and more old le wor haiz =( i think tat's all for today bahx nth to blog oso.
Friday, March 12, 2010
Bored
March 12
Today is a very busy day work until like a dog wor....Heard GW and xiao gui tgt again heee. Feel happy for them and i give my blessing to both of u wish u all last long okay =) Haiz my life is getting more and more sian le!!!! Just try to make myself happy by acting strong in front of everyone... actually i oso a human although i can stay happy as always but i oso will feel lonely de nehx =( haiz !!! First no gf now no bike haiz slowly everything oso don hav le =( But nvm when i born in this world i oso hav nth LOL. So start over again nor Heee =) I think i go try if i can slp anot haiz nth to do yawn !!!!
Today is a very busy day work until like a dog wor....Heard GW and xiao gui tgt again heee. Feel happy for them and i give my blessing to both of u wish u all last long okay =) Haiz my life is getting more and more sian le!!!! Just try to make myself happy by acting strong in front of everyone... actually i oso a human although i can stay happy as always but i oso will feel lonely de nehx =( haiz !!! First no gf now no bike haiz slowly everything oso don hav le =( But nvm when i born in this world i oso hav nth LOL. So start over again nor Heee =) I think i go try if i can slp anot haiz nth to do yawn !!!!
Thursday, March 11, 2010
Entertianment again
March 11
Today is quite a relax day seen work place not much customer but still abit tired... After work manager Roy ask me to go Ratchada wif him, Yawn hmmm seen he ask me to go i cannot say anything had to follow nahx.... When reach there go look for all my old friend at there heee. Go look for Jym chit chat and tok cock awhile wif him and Roy. After tat hang flower for shirely and Eva LOL. After tat tok to Eva and shirely heee and drink wif them. I think Roy today drunk liao he open 1 tower and 2 bottle of Macallan lor he abit siao siao de =) And everyone is help him drink until almost all drunk except me had to take care of him so cannot drink too much but Drink 6 to 10 cup of beer, 2 rock glass of martell wif coke and 5sec of macallan knit wif shirely plus 4 or 5 cup of macallan knit o gosh. When ratchada lights on jiu went home le can see Roy is drunk le keep toking to the thai girl wor. After tat i oso went home and relax awhile and come and blog nehx =) As shirley say i too good and silly, easily trust others and too tian zhen haaa.
I really think i'm realli tian zhen. Seriously say i will still wait for eva although i noe she got bf but she 1 day haven married means i still have the chance to quene LOL!!!! I tot i can forget abt her but i juz cannot, i oso duno y i noe quite alot of girl, but they juz come near me i just feel uncomfortable.... i realli don understand it!!! Unless someone really better den her, i might be change. ya might be!!!!
Clown always hide their saddness and onli make others happy =)
Today is quite a relax day seen work place not much customer but still abit tired... After work manager Roy ask me to go Ratchada wif him, Yawn hmmm seen he ask me to go i cannot say anything had to follow nahx.... When reach there go look for all my old friend at there heee. Go look for Jym chit chat and tok cock awhile wif him and Roy. After tat hang flower for shirely and Eva LOL. After tat tok to Eva and shirely heee and drink wif them. I think Roy today drunk liao he open 1 tower and 2 bottle of Macallan lor he abit siao siao de =) And everyone is help him drink until almost all drunk except me had to take care of him so cannot drink too much but Drink 6 to 10 cup of beer, 2 rock glass of martell wif coke and 5sec of macallan knit wif shirely plus 4 or 5 cup of macallan knit o gosh. When ratchada lights on jiu went home le can see Roy is drunk le keep toking to the thai girl wor. After tat i oso went home and relax awhile and come and blog nehx =) As shirley say i too good and silly, easily trust others and too tian zhen haaa.
I really think i'm realli tian zhen. Seriously say i will still wait for eva although i noe she got bf but she 1 day haven married means i still have the chance to quene LOL!!!! I tot i can forget abt her but i juz cannot, i oso duno y i noe quite alot of girl, but they juz come near me i just feel uncomfortable.... i realli don understand it!!! Unless someone really better den her, i might be change. ya might be!!!!
Clown always hide their saddness and onli make others happy =)
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