Should look forward

Feb 16
This 2 month i been thru is such a ridiculous life. I everytime think of going back to the past, but there is no such thing call back to the past. I should learn from the past and motivate me for the future. Have a conversation wif Vincent b4 regarding about the past. It seen like everything has change... It being so long aready 3years + and i tot i have grown up. It seen like not, Onli the surrounding has change except me. Still the same so tian zhen, never think abt the future, like to 1day past 1day. Even xiao gui think better den me =( so shag... I should try to face the fact and look foward in the future and don think back. It aready a history, wat lost is lost.
Don't wait for miracles , should try to make miracles. Don't wait for chance and create more chances!