Sian

I not longer the same old ronald anymore.... Feel so lonely and unhappy, cannot manage to cheer myself up =( Tot drinking is the best thing to solve it but seen like nth can help.... I oso wanted to noe wat thing happen until now i still searching for the ans of y am i so bored of my life and how come i cannot make myself happy like last time? What actually happen to me? is it money problem tat make me feel like tat? Or i long time did not ride my bike le? haiz =( I oso trying very hard to make myself happy. So i trying very hard to get back wat i lost Like I Phone, Bike, Money, And lastly my happiness!!! Slowly i will get back wat i shld get Confident, cheerful and Guts.... I shld learn how to think abt myself den think of others.... Been a good person is always on the disadvantage =( Hope everything is fine =)