Stress

Why no one is giving me the chance? Flat is waitng to be seal, wonder derek can find the money to pay the loans? I realli in a problem of money again Why? When i was quite rich no problem coming... When i going to broke problem start!!! I realli gasping for air =( Stress of money again. Thought it was settle so can relax and work with my life but now. I having all the difficulties, who going to save me? It not a small amout of money okay, 1 time u wan me to find 1k where can i find it? Ah kun say help me find 150 desmond oso!! Brandon oso say need can help!!! I myself had 200 add together i still lack of 500. I think after this problem realli make mine mind!!! I treat you all so good and you are taking all the advantage of me WTF okay since u all start this thing Don't blame me, You all are pushing ur luck!!!! Lastly I feel guilty and lose of courage of telling Brandon sad that i cannot return him the money Deeply apologise!!!