Friday, May 28, 2010

Dream

May 27
Ytd night went to D8 with alot of friend, lazy to mention everyone. Basically got Vincent, Kai de, Norman and Ming Long. Went D8 to celebrate Darren come back from Thailand LOL. Saw vincent doing those stuff feel like last time de me. Hang flower buy liqour and shot. After D8 jiu went back home le. Keep dreaming that 1 day can live a normal life. Find a girlfriend and afterwork jiu go home. Got time go enjoy abit arbo stay at home. I realli kind of tired le. Think will be neglect my blog for sometime bahx. Will be MIA for days bahx. Actually hope all my friend are happy =)

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

Story behind me

Today saw a article, wrote this: Sit down quietly and refresh your memory. Who, What, When and How to make you have this kind of states!!! Everyone had their own story behind that make them change. Either Good or Bad.
I went to jazzy and saw this article and reach home and lie on my bed. I start to think who teach me the way of living in this world. What thing that change my thinking so much. When i start change. How come short short 4years can change me so much. 4 years ago, i was so innocent to this world, never see before alot of thing only know how to stay at hougang or stay at home play games. How is outside world i don't even know a thing. When i first step into town it's like O gosh i wearing a single and short pants. Hair is curly and messing, pimples all over the forehead. It's just like a country boy step into the city not even know a single thing at all. Bring me around and test some nice food is Charlie. Start to change my appearance of wearing is Guo wei, start to wear t-shirt and acceptable short pants. (Not those jersey pants) First time step into the bar is Lionel bring me. I was just reach 18 heee. Never touch alcohol before. Hair started to change becoz of melvin keep saying japan hairstyle. So try to change it. My secondary school friend zhi chun teach me the matter of living in this world is treat ppl good and ppl will does the same back to you. Until now i will never change. I started to change and learn what i can, is everything start from 8years ago i will never forget being humililate by 3 girls and i lose all my dignity of being a man. Now think of it, find it so foolish LOL

Sunday, May 23, 2010

JB trip

May 23
Today after work will be meeting desmond to JB =) heeex. We ride bike in to pump petrol and hav some food =) damn tiring de lor KNS. From 1+am we go in make bike stuff and wash bike aready waste few hrs le. Ard 4+ we went for makan and off to woodland checkpoint damn sux man. The whole road is JAM like dog lor Yawn make me sweat like dog. ard 6+ finally come out from check point le. Reach home 7+ and finally can have a good rest. Such a wonderful trip wif bike although abit sian in the middle and stupid JAM. It still very fun will be going next time =)

Thursday, May 20, 2010

为什么真心换来的是谎言,付出换来的是伤害。
信任换来的是背叛,回忆换来的是阴影。
付出的多不代表珍惜,重容的多不代表爱。
自由不一定是相信,关心不一定是同情。

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Yvonne Birthday

May 18
Today is Yvonne jie jie birthday LOL wish you happy as always wor. Vincent and jerry came down down today to drink LOL. Vincent so funny keep ask everyone to drink =) drink until jerry bought 1 martell and eunice brought martell gif him hahax so lucky of him nehx. While working half way suddenly duno why got this image coming out of my mind =( Suddenly miss my ex hahahax. Haiz human always don't treasure until it's gone u will start to regret. Why from the start don't cherish it!!! But it's alright nahx seen it already pass so many months le it okay nahx. This type of life suit me more. No trouble full of freedom, like to do things my own way =) feeling much better bahx.

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Sudden

May 16
Today as usual went to work and have alot of fun at work place =) Play pool all the way till 7pm den chit chat,surf net den start work. Today don hav alot of customer and is quite boring. Weird part is not many customer oso can make 1 full time 1 part time and a manage to drink so much until abit drunk WTF!!! Ard 11+ got nth to do look at live band singing and customer hang flower make me feel uneasy. So special feeling run thru my mind, suddenly think of ratchada dollies LOL. Don't noe y suddenly miss them, it been a long time din go down and see them le. So after work decide to went RCD to see them. Wonder how they been? First person come to my mind is Eva heard that she change to work part time le wor and silver too. Keep thinking will see them anot LOL. Shirley still the same nth change onli heard that she decide to break with Jym clearly.
Jasmine lehx as usual lahx still cnnt forgive her for cheating me to help her buy shot later den return me. Juz hate liar but forget it bahx how to say she had to earn money oso!!!! So miss the day. When i have alot fun at there wor, haiz if can so wish the time will travel back wor. Yawn i think i blog until here le so shag Good nite =)

Saturday, May 15, 2010

Feeling

May 15
Yawn juz this 2 day i keep saying i wan to change into different ppl but i cannot how much i change ppl still say the same thing!!! Ronald u r juz too nice, haiz i don wan to be nice guy!!! Is there onli angel in my heart? Hope there is devil beside me oso. I keep wanted to do bad thing end up is a good thing. Today i saw a female, she onself doing everything without anyone help. That kind of thing i think for man also quite difficult. She onself change car tyre man cool =) Onself un nuts everything and carry the tyre and put it on wow. Amazing girl, secondly she is wearing dress and look pretty =) I slaute tat girl. You proof to me tat girl had to respect!!!! That girl gif me a feeling of my mum, Female can do everything if they willing to try and much more smarter den a man =) Don't becoz of the size women realli need a respect from guys =)

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

Sick =(

May 12
Everyone is having fun at their off day but me. I had to stay at home and rest coz i'm ill =( ke lian de me wor =(... Luckily wei zhi say bring me go eat so good of him nehx =( HAHA went to yishun wif him to eat. After that company him to marina square to work. After he finish his work we went to east coast park to have some breeze =) Actually everyday spend life like tat nt bad oso no nid everytime night life de. Yawn, waiting for my tips to get i got no money le yawn!!! 4more day to count down yeah =) Abit tired now shld hav some nap bahx =)

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Sick on off day

May 11
Yawn so tiring now hope can don't go work today.... damn shag, while i working keep no energy.
I think i going to fall sick on my off day tml le =( When reach home faster get plenty of rest and drink alot of water =( Now how i wish tat someone can take care of me and still nt ask me to go V2. But nvm lahx reach home faster rest jiu okay le.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Reminded me

May 10
Ytd night went to D8 again, This time is wif all the brother =) It quite fun nahx, can see xiao gui is so tired le wor slping at there LOL!!! Took some photo wif those taiwan dancer Hee. But that remind me of RCD Haaa. Last time oso like tat at rcd take picture of those sg dancer LOL. Today went to work, been scolded by Roy say y i did do mine thing keep watching show =( after that check balance bottle and din manage to find it and say don have. At the customer still got 1 bottle kana complain by them and been scolded again. It damn fucking shag wor feel like go relax and ease my mood at RCD but think abt it better not bahx. Jiu head home le!!!!

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Sunday, May 9, 2010

Special feeling

May 9
Ytd i went to slp i dream of someone that i cannot like or love. Is like how come, i keep thinking of her for a sudden. Went to work think of her again. I juz don't like this feeling, i keep wanted to forget but it keep remind me. Although i wish to be wif her but i juz no we are different world. I wanted make thing simple, i like the way like this friend is always better den everything. But seriously for a moment, someone do the same thing as u reminded me of you!!! I realli miss you, wonder are you doing anything better. Life is realli torturing, why someone do the same thing as you tok the same thing as you and wear the same style as you. i think it time to slp le =) don't think too much bahx!!!!!!!!!

D8 again

May 8
Went to d8 again =) saw karen and natasha too hee. That place quite fun de but i think of lost interest in girls i don realli fond to those taiwanese wor. But they look much normal den any other girl nth the different!!!! Same as sg girl but their high is much much special onli either too Tall or too short =) As long as everyone is happy i'm glad =)

Friday, May 7, 2010

A promise =)

May 6
Finally get to off from last april 28 till now shag wor!!! Kind of excited finally can meet pri sch friend le wor!!! O i forget it another promise tat i make, i told Kerine i will bring her go out drink de =) Meet alfred and Raymond at Hougang mall and hav our pepper lunch Heee. After that wait for the kerine to come wor. Ard 9 + we go down parklane to see the new place =) D8 a taiwaness band and dancer. Provide sg dancer oso Hee =) But the only bad thing is fucking too expensive le for their liqour OMG. I think it new open thats y bahx =) Ard 1am + Norman come and meet me hahax =) I think at work place he drink alot aready... So drunk nor after tat still jio go Oasis OMG. Help him keep his money oso will close account =) Don't say abt him i oso the same nahx luckily i pay all the bill b4 i go out arbo duno how servive for the month liao wor =) After all Happy jiu can le y bother so much nehx =) Hope to meet more of primary school friend!!!!

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Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Sian

May 5
Yawn Went to work, but i onli slp for 3hrs damn tired.... i eating alot of chocalate to have my sugar rush so that i wont feel tired at all... But i totally bull shit, i still feel damn tired. I endure until i off work and kana lecture by Eunice jie. Haiz What the hell i do wrong, everyday been say the same thing don they feel sian mehx? keep saying pls lahx don make trouble lehx u noe wat u should be doing lor. Hey i doing wat i shld do le. don keep on saying the same thing over and over again. I din do anything wrong okay! i doing part of my job now and i din mess up anything else. I noe i always need u all to cover me last time but now i din do any wrong lor. Tml is my off day le shld have eunff slp all the way to afternoon bahx =) i shld go and relax awhile maybe go AMK play abit of jubeat bahx =)

Tuesday, May 4, 2010

Work again

May 4
Today is quite a happy day =) get to go work without spending any extra money heex. I realli nid to save money b4 anything happen again. After work Manager again ki siao say he giving alot of chance aready, he going to fuck me aready. super bo liao lor wat thing i do sia today keep saying the same thing over and over again. After work went to eat wif norman after tat guo wei came and join us =) chat abit of pri school stuff and some drinking place. On the way home saw marvin, wah it been a long time i din see him le nehx =) chit chat awhile jiu go home and slp le =) Everything is so different from last time liao, everyone is changing seen the day i din meet them.
I notice tat everyone in my work place once they drunk they got alot of thing to say wor. Roy is keep say i wat thing no good tat thing very sloppy. Joyce lehx will keep saying that u can go out wif Roy. Den i cannot ask u out isit? Eunice lehx will keep saying how she do this and that and why she wan to come back and work. Sally lehx drink liao jiu abit siao siao de. Hate them while they get drunk very annoying wor!!!!

Monday, May 3, 2010

Speechless

May 3
I realli don understand why ah roy wan vincent to quit the job. I understand vincent is sick and might have a heart problem. But shld ask him rest le and come back wat. Why wan him to quit nehx? He maybe got his own reason but i believe if i the 1 who standing in his shoe i will oso ask him to quit. Vincent u ask me everyone don wan u to come back.... how shld i reply u? u make me speechless u noe i realli got nth to say first of all i juz a bartender not a boss or manager i cnnt say anything to stop them. Every thing start to change. A beautiful dream is slowly become nightmare at jazzy internal politic again.

Sunday, May 2, 2010

Scary

May 2
Today something happen while working so scary wor, Vincent suddenly chest pain until whole body is sweat and look very pale. I think he having astma bahx =( wanted to help him but duno how to. So quickily ask someone to help. We ask him got bring medicine anot? He say don't have WTF so what shld we do call the ambulance ah? Luckily 1 of the singer got the same symptom as him, so take care of him , so caring wor. At the end Ah roy call his brother to come and fetch him home =) Phew Hope you are alright ahx. It's second day of taking the pay le, still the same return brandon some money and i'm broke LOL. Still can survier bahx at least won't eat grass LOL hope everything will be fine nor =)