Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Everything is back

June 30
Today is a good day i think currently nthing happen. I feel so happy, i finally is back to normal again. My precious gold is back to me LOL. Now i need to do is wait for 1 more day and everything is back again. Money, Gold, house and everthing i have lost. I will swear to the holy mother of mine that i will not let it left me again. I will be back to my usual life like last time happy without worry. Stress is no longer be with me, I can fully enjoy my life. Hopefully those problem i face will be end of it by next month. Throw all the bad past and move forward to my dream!!!

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

Dreams

June 23 Morning
Wake up in the morning yawn. This the first time i wake up in the morning 8am not becoz of something on. It becoz i sick and cannot fall aslp. So just read a book title: Life is fated. Happen to look through this paragragh. Cherish what you have now and not complain what you don't have. Fully understand it, everyone is complain that they want this and that. Actually i also the same, Until i lost someone!!!! Now i cannot even had the chance to tok to them. How they dote me and feed till so big and now they already pass. Last time no money is ask from them now is ownself earn it. So i understand this cherish what you now and not complain what you don't have.
Everyone has a dream or ambition we can say. I always wanted to do my own business and be a boss. Wish to be the youngest richest man, but it just a dream but i always make it as a target of my life =)

Saturday, June 19, 2010

Dancer

Singapore dancer and other country dancer. I not saying that all are bad. Singapore dancer some realli very annoying and not friendly at all. To them they think that i poor, not good looking, fat!! or other reason. But some are realli good. Like i noe EVA, Shirley, Germaine, Elene, Candy, Karen, shareen and Silver. They are very nice person and friendly. But some realli make friend with you coz they want earn your money and some cheat you to buy haiz. Other country only some are good. Euncie, tian tian another girl i forget the name. The rest just ask you to buy shooter or hang flower once you do it boom!!! Gone forever, their achviment has make that why gone!!! Why cannot the dancer say can hang flower for me if cannot nvm!!! Or I need to earn money, if can hang alot of flower for me but we cannot be friend you take my number i also wont reply u simple and easy. Maybe i like straight forward person but i understand if they realli like that i think no customer will hang for them bahx!!!

Truth

June 19
It been a long time seen i have blog anything =( But recently my life is realli having fun and great. although has some bad things happen but overall is good. This 4days i been going down NANA heeex. Quite nice abit too cramp and alot of fighting wor so SCARY!!! On the last day i went to D8. Saw germaine selling flower LOL so funny =) it's been along time i have so much fun le. About the bad thing is, I feel so sad that my reputation is so bad haiz. Alot of people say i flirt LOL. What wrong went your ex gf is a dancer and i juz happen to hang her a $500 flower? I know that i realli din treat my ex good, what i onli can gif her was spending money. But she realli gif me a good memories. Human always cherish the past and neglect the present. I also regret but she aready gone!!!
After someone has left me. I feel so lost? or say foolish. when ever a dancer ask to buy shooter or hang flower i just cannot resist to buy it. Maybe is a retribution for me bahx? I think i will carry on this type of life till someone say a simillar words like her. Don't anyhow waste money le!!!! I will be waiting for someone to say this to unlock my chain =)so called foolish and stupid thinking.
The truth for my life is waiting for someone who willing to make friend with not because of achving something on me!!!! I don make empty promise.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Taiwan jie jie

June 9
Today working until abit irriate, manager keep telling me to ask the floor memeber to push sales. I telling them but they just ignore me. Who the hell will listen to me ahx!!! Among everyone i'm the youngest and new. Sales not good my fault? no what i oso like alot of customer and get alot of tips. Hit sales target i also happy mahx, haiz don't tok abt it le!!! feel more angry!!!
After work went to meet Taiwan Eunice with desmond. Hahax Eunice is sick wor. So ke lian lehx her. Treat her eat le den jiu send her back to hostel. Hope she recover soon wor.
After some problem around feb and march. I look at people is like they are wearing a mask to face people. They are so fake to me. From their way of toking i feel like they just wanted to achive something from people and try to be friendly with you. Just hate it.

Sunday, June 6, 2010

you should always be the birght sky, like that white cloud.
yes,you should always smile like that as if nothing happened.
Don't look back and leave.
Don't find me again and live on.
Because i have no regret of loving you.
Take only the good memories.
I can bear it in some way.
I can stand in some way.
You should be happy if you are like this.
Day by day I become dull
I hope your heart feel relieved After you leaving me.
those tears will dry completely as time passes by.

Saturday, June 5, 2010

Last time

june 6
I always believe in everyone, even if they are not sincere to be friend i still accept!! as long you don contact i will juz delete the contact number and let it be. But i don wish people trying to bluff me, if you are just looking for someone to help and you wanted it to be done smoothly i think you approach the wrong guy. I am a very straight person if cannot means cannot if wan support tell me. I will support i don like ppl lie to me. Hate it!!!!! Like i say this will be the last time if any of the same thing happen again i will be totally hate girls. Except for mine friend!!! I believe in and i put the trust in it. Pls jolly well be yourself. Customer is customer i looking for is a friend not a chick!!! All my friend need help i always help them even i cannot i oso try my best to help as long as my friend are all right. So don't try to cheat me, I promise i will always do!!!!

Friday, June 4, 2010

Consider

June 4
Today is mine off day and waiting for the warrant of arrest to come... Day by day start to relax down even if i nid to go in. I also will keep quiet and accept lastly heaven. Guys wat can i do now?
I think the only thing i can do now is enjoy while i can!!!!
不知不觉很想会爱上一个比我大的女生哈哈,真可笑!一概相信自己的感觉吧。可是现在对那位女生比我大很多哦。要追就不要放弃,不要就别浪费时间。好好的考虑吧

Thursday, June 3, 2010

Last day

June 4
Today is my last day to blog le =( I will charge for not attending to court and will be waiting for warrant of arrest to catch me =( Yawn... I grow until so big and this the first time i get frighten of it hahax... Put under the bar is not something funny at all. I not saying that i scare of being sitting inside, it juz that how i going to explain for this to my work place LOL but it okay nahx!!! Everything will be over soon de. This year born in dragon realli very unlucky i can say. First is house almost being size by HDB after HDB is my full face helmet kana stolen LOL. Third this court case and juz now happen to recieve it late and fail to attend it hahax... I wonder next will be what? Miserable ah if realli can i Hope everything can restart again from last year. I think that all i going to say le. Going to face the fact. Bye