What is family

August 2
This few day i keep saving alot of money to pay for the Bike... But price is not something that cheap!!! It cost 2k man!!! it incredible man, I realli cannot do anything to find 2k in a second!!!
So i call mine cousin to ask for help, Huh the reply is logic but everything is under condition!!! Once i heard it like a big sword just stab into my heart it pain!!! Once the phone hang up i tell myself i will find it myself to settle it. I save until 1k le but still lack of 1k. No one can help me now. I having cannot sell and take suitation!!! I feel so lost like a bird is hiding from winter season and lost it way!!! Lucky Joyce say i lend you 1k. I shock i say no need i just need 700 will do the rest i find myself!!!! she without condition and lend it to me such big amount of money. You realli my savior. Seriously i realli touch, i will hard to repay you back!!!
What is family? Something that help you when you are in trouble? No they won't help you at all. I always thought family is a big shelter that always save keep you inside without any problem. Actually all is BULLSHIT!!! Mama now i understand wat you say le. I will always remember!!!