Oct 5th
Today i drink too much again =) i believe blog is the best place for me to throw all my sadness in it. I don't think this blog will still called happiness coz i not happy at all. I step out of the past and trying very hard to overcome it. But seen like i always not the right person. Elene i realli appricate wat you say, you keep telling me to try but once a mirror break how you paste it still have the crack. It more easily to break and i will never try someone that beautiful again!!! I hate my life, without parents, without kinship. I totally lost in this world. I lost my parents, I lost my money, I lost my love, I lost my diginty, I lost my confident, I lost my friendship, I lost my freedom, I lost myself and I lost my soul. I try so hard to move out of the 5years ago life but now i still walk back to the past. Once again i name myself to Soulless again. Without heart without mind, without Emotional and without SOUL. I always believe treating people the best will get good faith but seen like everything is wrong. From today onwards i will be the same old bastard, No more Good Ronald coz it pointless, Maybe 1 day i find back the purpose of living!!!
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Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.
Every human walk thru happy moment but there will still meet the end. Sadness is arrival and the dairy will stop here
About me
What i can say about myself.
I'm the person who like freedom, i don like people to control me neither i like to control people. I can be very friendly and caring person. But i onself have a limit don push it too far. Sometimes i can be cheeky and distrubance, can be annoying also. Some people don't like me cause i always irriate people until they angry. I like to enjoy my life, go drink, go rounding. I also have my bad habit like to show off, i like to gain attraction but sometimes i like to be alone. Alot of people say i abit emotional, onself don feel it but seen alot people say it, i think i am. In R/S i think i still not suitable for it. I don know how to love myself so when i know how to, then i start find bahx.
Memories
Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.