Shag :)

Oct 31
I finally blog again haiz i got alot of thing to say out but no one will understand so i type out and let myself free abit.:) I really like someone and tis the first time i din not take any advantage of her. I feel so scare of being reject how come? i say to so many ppl and i can take it but i duno y she cnnt haiz... stress ah y muz she be older den me nehx:( i lose confident of myself where is the happy go lucky ronald go ah.... i think it time for me to say and forget but i scare when she reject me or she don reply and stop our friendship aiyo sian ah so stress nehx. i think once i say le jiu i wont regret at least i try bah:) gif myself confident i not tat lousy to lose to a guy tat is fucking useless and am much more better den him :) Phew i feel much better le :) smile more and bring me luck hehex